well its day 13 on friday the 13th and i`m sat in my house (number 13) ive had a good day a couple of thoughts about gambling but dissmissed as easily as they popped in there, yes this is hard really hard but it is only as hard as i`m letting it be. friday the 13th was a good day superstitious nonesence, today i did not gamble and tomorrow i wont either. STAY STRONG YOU CAN DO THIS THIS
day 17 i havent posted for a few days, had some big problems to overcome at the weekend as i spent most of saturday surrounded by gambling, I would be lying if i said i wassnt tempted but i stayed strong and abstained. The whole family were playing cash bingo on saturday night at the club and i just sat there and watched, again i would be lying if i said i wassnt tempted but i`m not going to go down that road any more. Was a real git to my wife on sunday night and i`m surprised that she didnt throw me out, i dont know where that came from as we dont really row much but i was dertermined i was having 1 not sure why, still spinning with emotions atm and they seem to come like waves. The usual down to earth with a thump monday and tuesday boring cr** at work no motivation etc, happy 1 moment sad the next, i`m getting tired with these emotions but i will not give in. 1 day at a time. TOMORROW I WILL NOT GAMBLE STAY STRONG
day 22, over 3 weeks now starting to feel more comfortable with my new outlook on life, big tests still to come. Looking foreward to the future not back to the past. TOMMOROW I WILL NOT GAMBLE STAY STRONG.
Hi knobbie
You are staying strong 3 weeks plus
Very well done
Keep going and going and your future will definitely be something to look forward to
Suzanne x
well done knobby on your 3 weeks of not gambling im on 6 months and im feeling better.
really sorry i havent posted on my diary for a couple of weeks, well its day 40 something cant remember how many days to be honest my last gamble was 31 may 2014, to be honest ive only thought about gambling once maybe twice a day but it will not beat me this time, I am finding it quite difficult, to be honest and other issues with me seem to be rearing their ugly head, insecurity being one of them. I`m not quite sure how the wife is managing to put up with me at the mo but she is my rock and i love her. stay strong tommorow i will not gamble.
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