The Gambling Establishments never make me do anything I did not want to do. The Gambling Establishments never lied to me, I lied to myself. The Gambling Establishments never caused me pain, I caused myself pains and lots of suffering..

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Hi

How many people think that if they get to be rich that they are therefore successful.

I asked a rich man one day if he was connect that he was a rich man.

He answered me did I think that his only goal was to get rich.

No explained it was his goal to be successful by his actions and his words and the consequences of him being  was wealth.

It is very sad that the gambling addiction recovery is one of the lowest of all addictions.

On my starting to escape to the slot machines and the gambling was just the symptoms that I was emotionally vulnerable.

I got to understand that the word recovery means healing for me, in time I would heal the hurt inner child in me who use to live in so many fears.

Now I understand that living in fear is a very unhealthy thing to do.

Because of all the painful horrific pains and experiences emotionally physically and sexually I learned  not to trust people and to live in fear an in mistrust.

By going to more and more meetings I heard some very deep healthy therapies.

Talking about the past some people say it is blame thing, no by talking about it and having a voice I learn to no longer be the victim.

In the recovery programme I learned to speak up for myself, to give my hurt inner child a voice.

I took inventory of everything that was done to me that was painful and traumatic and today know that I am a survivor in so many ways. 

You will often hear people say that you have to do this or have to do that.

 By my saying "I have to" implies that I do things resentfully or reluctantly.

So in time my wording and my actions changed to need to do things or want to do things.

Once in recovery some time it was apparent that there was an emotional age did not match up to my physical age.

By working my recovery this emotional gap reduced as my hurt inner child healed.

Humbling ourself to the recovery program sounded like belittling to our self.

In truth we humble ourself to be an equal to all people in recovery.

Anger Aggression Rage Guilt Shame tells us that we have not healed our pains.

Having to keep lying indicates that we not healed our pains and not reduced our fears.

Emotional triggers for me my were pains I could not heal, an emotional trigger were my were fears I could not face and reduce, an emotional trigger were my unreasonable expectations of people life and situations I could reduce, an emotional trigger were my fears of emotional intimacy and feeling a loner and disconnected, an emotional trigger for me was boredom because I could feel productive and I was not able to commit to my needs my wants and in time set goals for me to achieve.

It takes time to understand all of our unhealthy emotional triggers.

In my life today I am able to interact with all people in healthy ways.

How long does it take to heal the hurt inner child in us.

The time it takes to heal is all up to us.

The recovery program very much pushes religion on people, sadly a person can find a healthier life without addictions being religious or not.

Yet our guilt and shame is the consequences of having a healthy conscience.

By becoming much healthier people we no longer will go against our healthy conscience.

Any recovery programme is a life saver if we work at it and start to value our lives.

Healing Love and Peace to everyone.

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham

 
Posted : 21st November 2024 6:05 am
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Hi Dave…An interesting perspective, how are you doing today? 

 
Posted : 21st November 2024 6:28 am
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@zolxvripkn Hi

I am feeling  good and productive.

I never understood how much I was missing out on being an unhealthy addict.

I use to hear people say that there were not hours in the day.

Now I understand how important overcoming unhealthy procrastination was for me.

Dave L

 
Posted : 21st November 2024 6:43 pm
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This statement reflects personal accountability in gambling. It suggests that the gambling establishments merely provide the opportunity, while the individual is responsible for their own choices, behavior, and the resulting consequences, including emotional and financial pain. It emphasizes self-awareness and responsibility in overcoming addiction or harmful habits.

 
Posted : 17th January 2025 7:01 am
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@zolxvripkn 

Hi

By healing my pains I have also reduced my fears.

The therapies in the meetings made me aware of much fear disabled me from living a healthy life.

One of my biggest fears was being honest I use  to fear being rejected and abandoned.

I got to understand that by being consumed by my addictions I was causing my self pain and self abuse.

I was going to work and then giving my money away with nothing to show for my hard work.

The addictions and obsessions just indicated how emotionally vulnerable I use to be.

For me being a non religious person and embracing spiritual values in to my life.

I got to write down my healthy needs and fulfill them.

I got to write down my healthy wants and fulfill them.

I got to write down my healthy goals and fulfill them.

Just for today I will not gamble.

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham

 

 
Posted : 19th January 2025 7:34 pm
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@zolxvripkn 

Hi

I am happy to be alive and living a much healthier life.

I am able to interact in healthy ways with everyone.

I no longer want to go back to my unhealthy addictions or my unhealthy obsessions.

By procrastinating and not getting things done I was cheating my self from being healthy and successful.

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham

 
Posted : 19th January 2025 7:38 pm
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Hi

Each time I went back to Gambling I got to understand what my last emotional triggers was.

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham

 
Posted : 19th January 2025 7:40 pm

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