Well, where do I even start, I guess at introducing myself? I'm Adam, 25 years old and ready to make a change in my life. I have been gambling since I can remember, through good and bad times in my life. Recently this has gotten to the breaking point for me and luckily my Fiance found out about the secret I had kept for years of my life while cleaning my room. Now with her support and my parents joining the journey too, I believe I can make that change. Now more about my gambling story…
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I feel like I have always gambled since I was able to but it's not until recently it had gotten to a really bad state, I am now in more than £19,000 worth of debt through Gambling and trying to pay for bills I have no money for. From what I can remember the problem probably started around 4-5 years ago when I lost my job meaning I had bills to pay with no income. How do you make easy money? Gambling of course (sounds stupid now). I had no way of paying my bills and had little savings to keep me afloat so I resorted to gambling to try and earn some money to help. My parents also helped pay the bills and I can’t thank them enough for the support then and now.Â
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Luckily I found a job pretty quickly as my dad got me a job at his place of work on his reputation alone. I have enjoyed all 4 years I have spent there and gained some valuable life skills. While working there I earned more money than in my previous job, a lot more in fact. This just escalated the problem as I now had Credit Cards that needed paying which I was using for bills in between jobs. As you can imagine it wasn't just bills I was using them for and eventually maxed them out using the money to gamble and attempt to win back my losses. This was never going to happen and put me into more debt.
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2 years on and I met my now Fiancee, I always kept my gambling a secret from her which now I regret because I could have stopped this a lot sooner. Around the same time I wanted to change my life (sounds similar), I consolidated my credit cards into a Loan of £8000 and thought I will chip away at this with the monthly payments but I will get there. As you can imagine, not as simple as that, maxing out the then-cleared Credit Cards put my debt into ridiculous numbers near where it is today. She did find out about my gambling back then but I said I would stop and promised no more gambling. As a now confessed addict this seemed simple at the time but now sat here actually making the change. I was a long way from that journey starting.
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Cutting to the present day and another 2 years of gambling and maxing out credit cards while paying the minimum on others and withdrawing that money straight back out. £19,000 is where my debt sits at. I have now come clean to my parents and Fiance even though trying to still lie about things the days after being found out. I admitted I needed help and have started the GameChange course and am looking forward to working through it.
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My parents and fiancee are looking after my finances and working out the plan to pay off my debt while even supporting me money-wise, which is above and beyond what I expected from them. All of the money that I earn from now on will go straight onto the debts and hopefully knock them off quickly, this gives me the freedom to get better and recover from the addiction. This involves signing up for the GameChange course, ringing doctors, being more physical out in the world, and getting the help I need. I am looking forward to my new life as I’m moving house and getting a new job which feels like a fresh start for me, with the support now around me.Â
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If anyone has any ideas of ways to replace Gambling in my life and tips to overcome it and even anyways to make money to help pay off my debts I would be grateful.
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Thank you for taking the time to read, Adam.
Hi Adam. There are no quick fixes as you know or things that replace gambling as such. I like you have a lot of debt but unlike you I am 52 years old . You are young so you have this MASSIVE chance now to change your life. I have also told my husband a year and a half ago which has made a huge difference. He now controls the main finances and i have blocked myself from gambling. Gamstop is brilliant for that. It is good that your parents and fiancee know about this. I suggest that you have hardly any chance to gamble and that means they look after your finances. I know this may be embarrassing but you need to do this. Have your wages go into their account and then open a Monzo account. They will block gambling transactions and limit how much you can spend on the bank card. I have done this. For example i can only spend £x a day which deters me from gambling as it is not a lot and it does not interest me to gamble such a small amount. It has been difficult however what i did firstly have admitting is councelling. I received a phone call from the counsellor every week for 6 weeks. This helped a lot to keep focused. I also changed my lifestyle - started going to the gym , walking, doing jigsaws (i am old remember ?) - singing (i am in 2 choirs). I did get a lot of urges however things were not perfect i am not saying that but these urges are now much less. I go to bed the same time every night and leave my mobile phone downstairs (out of sight) . I sleep much better (i used to gamble until 3am sometimes!!!) . I can now concentrate on my work. I have just been to Paris with money i have saved that would have been gambled . I was so proud of myself for achieving this. I am now planning the next holiday. STOP gambling now and you will get through this. Think of when you will be 52 like me - don’t waste your precious time and money on these companies - you will never win . Take care and all the bestÂ
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