Hi,
i dont know if anyone will read this but here goes... I have been gambling on and off for a number of years doing online slots. I tried to stop and it was going well, but paying off the debt. I have not long moved in with my fiance and things have been okay. He works nights so i am on my own during the week. I started gambling again and have ended up with another loan. Its fine i can afford it but i couldnt keep it from my fiance. I text him after convincing myself to try and hide what i have done. Hes not text me back and i think he will end it with me and i will have to leave my house. I love him so much but i think this will push us over the edge. I am so frustrated with myself for doing this again and dont know how i am going to make it through this without him. I called the help line and will be getting the counselling service they offer. I dont know how i can expect him to forgive me and be there for me but i hope somehow he can.
I cant say why i gambled because i truly do not know. I have put my family through so much and am going to have to admit it to them to and hope they will be there for me again.
If anyone has any advice or has been in this situation before and the outcome has been good please let me know so that i can at least hope he is by my side through this.
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