Hello everyone. My name is Dominic, im 25. English is not my first language so im sorry in advance :). I struggle with gambling addiction for about 2 years now. My dad is gambling addict for many years, but he is getting treatment now. I cant admit to my family. I know how much it would disapoint them. Decided to finally fight it, but on my own. I still belive i can overcome it by myself. Im only 3 days clean, but feeling great. Im done with tears and demons in my head, that make me think about the worst. Problem i struggle with now is dreams at night. I keep dreaming about gambling so much, that when i wake up i have to check my bank account to be sure it was just a dream and not reality. I hope to fight through it with you guys, cause i dont have anyone who knows what im struggling with.
The best thing I ever did was tell my family I was a gambling addict, I probably never got the support I needed in the early days but I had to want to get help myself.
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With you're dad also being a addict I think it would be a good idea to open up to him while you are both in the recovery phase. The addiction truely wants to keep it a secret so you can continue at a later stage.Â
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This is just my opinion but I hope you keep getting the support you both need.
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Dave101
Hi @Dominic
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Thank you for sharing your story with us on the forum today and well done for getting to 3 days gamble free.
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Have you considered speaking with us on the Helpline for support? I would encouraged you to speak with us over the phone 0808 8020 133 or through live chat, WhatsApp or Facebook. We would be more than happy to speak with you to support you with your gambling.
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Please do continue sharing your story with us on the forum today.
Kind Regards,
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George
Hey guys. Its officially a week clean from gambling. I feel more than happy and proud of myself. The dreams are getting better and i feel like my head is finally getting into the right place, im focused on my work and my goals with a clean head. Thanks for your replies and adivces!
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