I’m struggling with my mental health,
My brain is all a fuzz,
I even turned to gambling,
Just to get a buzz.
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My thoughts go into darkness,
Like a mist comes over my eyes,
I buried my head into the sand
And started telling lies.
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I admitted I have a problem
To the people I hold dear
Which is the first step to recovery
To help me see more clear
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Writing and poetry takes my mind
Off the addiction
It helps me focus on something else
Other than that demon
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The dreams I have are dark and dreary
My brain just won’t shut off
Addiction is an awful thing
Just wish that I could stop!
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I’m glad I’ve taken the first step
To open up and talk
and hopefully in the future
My life won’t be so dark
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So this is the start of my journey
For brighter days ahead
My advice to other people
Don’t get inside your head
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Mental health is not a joke
Addiction isn’t either
Seek the help and open up
Talking makes life easier
Affected by gambling?
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