Hello,
Thank you for writing to me, I have been wondering how long this would take until you find me on the outside.
Ohh yes….. I remember you!!
You've caused so much pain in my life I will never forget you!
We are no longer similar, I love all the things in which you hate, I love meetings, I love high powers and I love the programme.
You can wish death and suffering for me…
But you will not succeed.
But yes… I do remember you!
You won't break me,
You'll just make me stronger than I was,
And if I stumble I won't crumble,
I will get back up and fight.
I'll still be humble when I scream f**k you!
Cause I'm stronger than I was.
First time since you left, you left me with nothing but shattered dreams and a life that I could've had and a person I could've been,
But I'm pulling myself out this dump once again,
I'm getting up once and for all
SO f**k YOU!!
How the f**k do you sleep at night knowing what you have done to me and my family??
My Daughters first Christmas…..
Yeah that was the hardest!!!
But I made it through… I made it to the other side with a new child on its way… so if you try f**k me over…. If I get burnt…. I'm gunna show you what it's like to hurt!!
But I hate you, cause you drained me.
I gave you my all, you gave me none.
But you can't blame me, if you do your crazy.
After all that's been said and done.
I'm still angry but yeah maybe….
I'm living 1 day at time.
So with this letter, you must know,
You do only exist and I may live. You may wait patiently… but you will never get in… as I now know… that everything happens for a reason, and my reason to leave you… is to live. And live happy with my family.
Nicholas Johnson
14/06/2017
P.s… I may write to you in the future… and bore you to death with my achievements. Today, I haven't seen you for 27 weeks… Yeah… nearly as long as you had me for!!!
Dear C. Blanket,
Only a short post card and I'll adress it more formal than in the past.
You've been a steady influence my entire life, possibly the most important amongst my other pals who have kept me busy and preoccupied.
I've known for a long time that deep down we were not the great friends you made out we were, albeit hating you would be futile. You served a purpose, with which is a selfish line, but alas this is one of the many lessons you taught me.
Despite no bitterness, but it took me a long while to realise it was a crock of shi....te regarding this pertained happiness at the end of the rainbow and only myself to blame really for that, as I mistaked you for a leprechaun.
I'm not going to wish you well as I know that you will always strive and leech as and when you can. But, now my old friend, it's time for me to take this safer train as the old crashes use to illuminate the yellow on my back.
I know you won't wish me peace and harmony, I know you to well I guess. Hai ho, new chapter I go.
Adios
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