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(@rock123)
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@thisisruiningmylife gambling is never the answer if you need money mate. It has been a long time since ive been on this. My last gamble was june 30th 2023. Been free from it every since and have the best life ever because of it. I dont once think about gambling, never get the urge. But the first couple months are the hardest, you do need support. Most important thing now is your realise how bad it makes you feel now you have relapsed. You need to make sure you dont go in tomorrow again and feel as bad again. Day 1 all over mate.

 
Posted : 22nd September 2024 5:14 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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@rock123 thanks for your response mate and yes a new day tommorow. It is a horrible feeling indeed. I am just indulging in junk food now it seems to be a cycle.

 
Posted : 22nd September 2024 5:38 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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Motivation has gone to an all time low... from not gambling since April it's crazy how much a single relapse can effect your mental state and make you feel worthless. 

 
Posted : 23rd September 2024 10:31 am
(@j2nxf0khgl)
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Dear "Thisisruiningmylife", just a message to say you are not alone. I can relate with the worthless feeling that you might feel, but please don't give up!! You are worth it and please keep fighting!!

 
Posted : 26th September 2024 8:48 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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@j2nxf0khgl Thank you Charlotte means alot. Hope your staying strong.

 
Posted : 3rd October 2024 6:07 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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@j2nxf0khgl Thank you Charlotte means alot. Hope your staying strong.

 
Posted : 3rd October 2024 6:07 pm
(@rock123)
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@thisisruiningmylife how have things been since?

 
Posted : 17th October 2024 11:02 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
Posts: 150
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@rock123 Hello Rock

Thanks for checking in.

Yes I'm okay I haven't had the money or desire to gamble to be honest it's caused so much c**P in my life and held me back so much. I am trying to move forward in a new direction. 

How are you?

 
Posted : 18th October 2024 3:10 am
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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Just had another relapse after 56 days was short on cash so I thought I could make an earned ended up loosing the last 100 pounds in my pocket. I'm not currently working so in a bad situation at the moment. I went in thinking it would just be 20 pounds but I loose control the second I start playing

 
Posted : 17th November 2024 11:23 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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Moved into a new place think it's all been overwhelming and having to fork out all this money led to a small relapse. I feel like c**P again.. not a great start to a new week at all.

 
Posted : 18th November 2024 12:18 am
(@thisisruiningmylife)
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When I walk into these gambling and slot shops the shame and guilt is so terrible . When the staff come and say would you like a drink knowing your about to loose 100x what the drink is worth.  I give up on this addict lifestyle 

 
Posted : 18th November 2024 1:04 am
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