A diary towards a clear head & a step in the right direction Day 1 10/12/2015

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Day 2 done Jobs done life is better a bit of the stress has eased so I am feeling better.

 
Posted : 29th January 2016 7:14 pm
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Good to see you are feeling better and to see 2 days under your belt, well done on pushing through 🙂

Suzanne xxx

 
Posted : 29th January 2016 8:42 pm
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Day 3 the urges still at me I am not giving in this disease has me in its grip

 
Posted : 30th January 2016 10:26 am
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Hanging in tired still mad for a bet

 
Posted : 30th January 2016 2:55 pm
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Looking at gambling related material cutting this out now, no bet and in fairness am happier.

 
Posted : 30th January 2016 4:26 pm
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another day done happy with that

need to stop looking at gambling related material this is only since my slip

 
Posted : 30th January 2016 6:51 pm
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Back to normal today the last 3 days were horrendous. I gambled last Monday continued gambling to Wednesday today is the first day I have felt normal since Wednesday so onwards. I let stress and worry get the better of me on Monday it's no reason for a bet and I could not stop till Wednesday till I confessed to my wife. A good decision now but was not easy as alot of me wanted to keep gambling.

 
Posted : 31st January 2016 2:15 pm
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Another day done 4 done

 
Posted : 1st February 2016 11:18 pm
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Struggling

 
Posted : 11th February 2016 12:37 am
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Keep pushing ☺..minute at a time, you can do this!

 
Posted : 11th February 2016 1:19 am
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Well I continued gambling but I am not in any worse of a postion than when I started but to be honest I hate this way I feel the waste of money and time. I am starting again tomorrow as I have said before we have no choice. I am debating to tell my wife I know its the right thing to do. But I really can't face her knowing I messed up again so soon. Stay well everyone I kept looking here even when I was gambling its your only hope.

 
Posted : 16th February 2016 5:59 pm
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Well today is day 1 I gambled yesterday and for the last 3 weeks. I feel a bit raw but first target is get through the day. It's not easy but I can do it

 
Posted : 17th February 2016 8:27 am
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I have made it halfway through day 1 I am going well. I dare not trust myself

 
Posted : 17th February 2016 1:41 pm
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1 Day I will take it not everything was perfect but better than quite a few I have had lately

 
Posted : 17th February 2016 8:23 pm
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Day 3, absolutely hanging from alcohol. New day fresh tomorrow day 4

 
Posted : 19th February 2016 8:54 pm
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