Sabine,
Thanks for the update.
I understand what you are going through from both a personal and professional level. And I will put in a good thought for you to my Higher Power. Your attitude is amazing. It is so moving that you still reach out to all of us during this time. Count me amoung those your words are helping to beat this gambling demon. Life is like a novel and this chapter should include a few pages on your heroism while facing this disease. Your son also deserves kudos for ensuring you sought treatment for the "blood clots on the lung" ...not something to be ignored for sure!
I hope you enjoy the chemo break to the fullest, and have some quality feel decent days. Thanks again for posting, sharing and encouraging... Sharon
Jeez, you are one hell of a human being!
Like the previous poster, your updates also help me to keep saying no to those gambling urges and life is simply there for the living.
Make sure that you make the most of your chemo break, you totally deserve it!
All the very best,
GT
I just copied the following from your last post-hope you do not mind.
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Trust and believe in yourself and in your ability to achieve whatever you set your mind to. Change your own outlook, change from within, learn to see good instead of bad, love instead of hate. Once the self has changed, the surrounds and the people surrounding you will change.
I cannot change anyone else but me, but, by changing me, things and people around me will change.
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Truly remarkable words from a remarkable person.
Best wishes and love
Stumper xx
Hi Sabine,
Popping in to wish you and your family all the best on your chemo break and hope the new drugs give you the time you deserve.
You really are a special lady and a true inspiration.
take care and best wishes
E xx
Guten Tag Sabine.
Your fighting such a good fight, will echo every word from previous posts and duly cyber willing every ounce of my strength and honour over to you.
Take Care and wishing you and yours all the very very best... Pauls
Hi Sabine.
Thank you for taking the time to message me your support and it means so much to me. I had accepted that this site was my only support and that GA was not really an option in my position. Since reading your post i have decided to get the boat tonight and go to the Portsmouth meeting. I have the night off and my Partner understands why i won't be at home on my only night off.
I wish you all the best in your own fight, you are a very special brave lady.
God Bless you Sabine
Keith
Hi Sabine,
I have spent an hour reading through your diary and it is quite astonishing. The clarity, honesty and bravery you have shown is so admirable.
This is my first post on your diary but you can't imagine how I am unable to put into words how your diary has affected me. My own diary reads like self-obsessed unimportant drivel in comparison.
You have shown the true meaning of fight, love and above all the ability to accept and act on the truth. I wish you all the very best, I realise that words in this case are rather inadequate. You seemed to have touched so many on this site including me.
May peace and your higher power forever guide you home.
Paul
you remain in my thoughts sabine
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
love
rusty
xx
Hi Sabine,
Just to let you know - I had a good booty shake on your behalf this week at Zumba! I love it, it's awesome : )
Lit me up inside to think of you grinning from ear to ear.
Hope you are feeling more comfortable, now you have a break from the yukky chemo. I am so sorry you didn't have better news :'(
You are such a star, you will never stop twinkling.
Love you,
f x
Hello Lovely Woman,
Thanks for popping in and leaving message 🙂 so good to hear from you! Sorry to hear news hasn't been great...but I know you are making the best of everything 🙂
Your an inspiration Sabine...and yes your right when you said that I'm on the right path now, and you have helped me greatly my friend in finding it.
Hey..big hugs. Always in my thoughts.
Love Del xo
to the "queen of the diaries"
i dont think many can debate that one.
Just putting you back on the front page and to say i am thinking of you and i sincerely hope you are well enough within yourself.
You are an inspiration to many and words cannot express my gratitude towards your helping of others.
Best wishes
winning post
Hiya Sabine,
Just popping in to say hiya and sending you hug.
Love Del x
Sabine and Angel, hard to tell the difference to be honest......
Rarely do this but sending these over...
(((((((((((((())))))))))))))))
Pauls
Hello Lovely Woman,
Just thought I'd pop in, been thinking about you and hoping that things are okay.
Love Del x
Would like to echo Delgirl's thoughts and also say that hope things are OK.
NT
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