Yeah she is Alan, thanks for your support this year and feel like I let myself,family and the supporters like yourself down. 2016 holds great times ahead for me and my family, I have personal goals as well as family goals, the money my misses has been putting aside is for a holiday for us this year, she's put away 1350 so far which I have borrowed 500 from and will pay that back ASAP and add as much as needed to make a holiday this year happen, we all deserve it and am looking forwards to it. Thanks again for everyone who has supported me and others in need for it this year and wish you all the best for your selfs and your family's for 2016 (still feeling ruff from NYE back to work on the 4th can start getting things into motion)
Hi Steve , It's not about letting people down mate , we all know how hard this is to control , important thing is that we learn from it and make ourselves understand what we need to do should those feelings come back again !.
Your'e doing fine buddy , you got straight back up , you gave honesty on here and to your family , which gives our addiction nowhere to hide and your'e moving forward again one day at a time and really you can't ask more of yourself !.
Don't think xmas is a great time for any of us early in recovery , all the added pressure and expense doesn't help , so don't beat yourself up too much .
Great to see you sounding positive , with goals and achievements well within your reach , the holiday is certainly well worth focusing on .
Looking outside now at our lovely weather ? and the thought of going back to work on monday , I know where I'd rather be in the world ! Such is life my friend eh ?.
Have a great day buddy and talk with you soon !
Alan
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