I have had enough. It all started with a win back in February this year, and the rest, as they say, is history. At first I told myself oh even if I put the win back at least I am no worse off, only the original money that I put on the site. Then very quickly the high of online slot wins pulled me in. I very quickly managed to max all my credit cards, and even got a £15,000 loan out which all went on gambling! And now I am here 9 months later with over £60,000 debt it my name, and I feel like I am sat in a very long and very dark tunnel. Even today I have gambled even when I have no money but I will find it from somewhere because the addiction has been in so deep. But after coming on here and speaking on the chatroom, enough is enough.
Gambling is not my friend, its a demon that has clawed its way into my life and marriage.
So this is Day 1, the exorcism starts now. I shall try to blog every day in regards to my feelings and progress. Â
<3
Â
Affected by gambling?
Looking for support?
We are available 24 hours a day, every day of the year. You can also contact us for free on 0808 80 20 133. If you would like to find out more about the service before you start, including information on confidentiality, please click below. Call recordings and chat transcripts are saved for 28 days for quality assurance.