Was quite a tough day yesterday mentally.
Not so much with feeling the need to have a bet but having my wife at home and wanting to tell her about my issues and what i have done recently.
Felt myself being rather distant from her, short tempered and stressed out.
Didnt want to speak or make conversation.
This morning i still felt the same and i think she is picking up that there is infact something eating away at me. As i was leaving for work she asked if everything was alright.
Obviously i said i was fine, i couldn't exactly break down and open up to her as i was walking out the door to work.
I need to say something, i just need to get my own head focused first before i can, in order to be ready mentally for what events will follow. Ultimately, her leaving me carrying our unborn child............it will destroy me if i am not prepared.
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