Day 4

Hi Chris,

In all honesty I've previously struggled with framing the problem properly when I look daily. 

I've had nearly my record period of abstinence in the UK focusing on the forever, but this week at times forever has felt like a long time. 

Appreciate the share though!

Day 68.

Onwards and upwards.

Day 81. 

Relocated to Lisbon for the next 4.5 weeks so no chance of physical stores catching me out. Feeling confident as a result.

Day 100 in sight!

Onwards and upwards!

Day 88.

Enjoying the sunshine and barely have a care in the world outside of the debt.

Onwards and upwards.

Day 94. 

Onwards and upwards.

Day 101. 

Nice to make the century which is for the first time in a long time. 

I'm now doing CNWL which I hope helps me maintain, currently listening to others stories and it's hard but it does make me more determined.

Onwards and upwards.

Day 102. 

Have access to a decent amount of money in the next week or so which is making me somewhat nervous as my mind is definitely wandering. I need to somehow stay strong and keep it, not letting my brain think I can make any of the £60,000 I've gambled back, as it's just not happening!

Onwards and upwards!