This is day one of my new non-on-line gambling life.
It has been pretty hard as the thought of having a bet pops into my mind constantly.
I have tried to keep myself busy in order to get my mind off gambling.
The garden is starting to look good put it that way!
It will be harder later i am sure as my wife is not home from work until after 8pm so i need to find something to occupy myself with as this is usually when i would be more likely to have a gamble.
I know tomorrow will be a bit easier as my wife will be finished working early afternoon.
I would like to say i am looking forward to that but i find it hard to relax and be merry knowing that she doesn't know the amount of debt i have accrued this past month due to gambling.
I need to tell her by the end of the month as things need to be paid.
Just finding the right moment and how to approach it is eating me up.
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