Ooooof no peace from the demon ladt night. Went and had a vivid dream of being on the slots. Feel hungover for want of a better expression this morning. Still transferred moniy into savings. But because I have behaved well this last week have money to spare. I would usually gamble this BUT it is very much get thou behind me Satan mindset at the moment.. Shortly meeting friends for 5k Park run. Shopping then home sweet home to relax read and tele.. Life has lots on offer..hope today goes according to plan for everyone. ?
Stay strong buddy ?
Will do.. Thanks for the thumbs up ??running from it not to it today
Well restless sleep again mainly reliving past tomfoolery of money lost. I feel like I am finding myself again. Do these thoughts sound familiar?? Safe in the knowledge next 3xdays are committed to work and social events and as I only gamble at casino there is no chance of a visit so peace of mind there. Determined to stay on the route of recovery for yet another day. Have a calm day all
Keep on filling the void with healthy things. You're doing great x
Thank you magsy.. Into town for a luxury cappuccino and a treat from t k maxx as a reward.. Even its a pair of socks xxxx
Made my way into town.. With cash.. Got absorbed shopping.. Arranged to meet up dinner so knew time was just for these purposes.. In a good place today
Work takes my time today as does social engagement later.. So in two safe places and away from casino.. Sleep was slow last night but inside beginning to feel happier. Regrets to shake off still but with time will come wisdom maybe.. Who knows..hope everyone's Saturday is productive.
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