Get busy living... Or get busy dying..

Welcome to this Arena Blondie. We are all here for you.

Feb.xx

Hi Christine, must be difficult right now, trying to be in two places at once and feeling emotionally pulled from all areas. I can't really offer any advice as to what you should do because only you know all the circumstances and the level of feeling involved. All I can say is that you are surrounded by love from your dog, up to your daughter and mother and this can only be a great thing. Also as you've shown over and over again you're quite resilient, you see positives in things as well as being pragmatic. These qualities will ensure that whatever happens in the nearby future you'll be ok, take care, Steven.

Stand in your own truth hun...you also need protecting ..who is protecting you..?...whatever has happend in the past can be let out of the box in your own time..in your own control...the thorn needing to come out of your bears paw or it infects the one person who deserves it least....you my lovely ...

I know you can fight your own corner any day of the week ...but you have a gobby bouncer on the door anytime ...

Its allowed for you to have feelings and express them christine and you know the stuff I write on here is the toxic s**t that spins in my head . A safe place is rightly with a counsellor while you are vulnerable and remember .....its ok to be you xxx

R and d xxxxx unconditional

Morning Hun and just to say I'm thinking of you xxx

watching shawshank on telly and thinking of ya xxx

watching shawshank on telly and thinking of ya xxx

Hi Blondie,

You wrote, that wading into the deep would be "scary, dangerous, and painful, but necessary in order to move on; and I believe that truer words were never spoken. You are a strong woman Christine, and I am here to listen, and support you in any way that I can, all the way! -joanxxxxxx

Hey B,

Just wanted to congratulate you, on approaching your one year mark. It is a wonderful achievement, particularly considering the things you have had to face on the way.

f x

So hope things are turning out for you as you would wish and at the pace you choose.

Thinking of you.

xxx

Bit of signal.....sending ((((((hugs)))))) xxx

Hey Blondie,

Hope your doing good, much congrats on your milestone approaching very soon. You are an inspiration to many on here.

Chicagoguy

Hey hun

Missing you and wondering if you are alright ....dont want to hassle you on fb or to make you feel hunted down but just to say...if your hurting dont hurt alone....

Come back soon

Rachel xxxx

Wow what a past few days I have had surprise surprise, can my life get any more dramatic.

Mum went to the doctors on Monday with pain when she breathed she was sent to the hospital to check she didn't have a blood clot due to the biopsy she had taken and had to have a ct scan, we was told she would get the results yesterday, the hospital rang today to say they needed to see her and we was told they had found a shadow on her lung, obviously you expect the worse, it was so terrible to hear, the consultant then said he had the weekly meeting later today and would take her scan in to discuss next steps, They rang back later today and said they thought it was an infection and that they don't think it is a tumour as from her last scan it was unlikely to grow that quick, Talk about emotional highs and lows.

Today I feel like I have been hit by a steam roller again, I can't imagine how my mum feels.

I want to go and hide from the world, but I know that's not the answer.

I prayer all day to my higher power to help my mum maybe it was granted.

I am shattered .

Thought for today.

Please no more drama, let me us at least have a few weeks to build up our strength.

Thank you for the posts everyone, 6 days to my target And if I can remain gamble free after the last few weeks I have had I am convinced I can do anything.

Blondie xxx

Yo,

Oh Hun , never rains but pours , so very proud of you as I am sure everyone is for staying strong.

My thoughts are with you ,

Shiny xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tell the universe that you have reached your limit and to move along to someone else now....

No more!

day at a time, minute at a time...what ever it takes to keep strong ...use the site as your escape ...

R and D ((((((((b ))))))) xxxx