goodbye dizzymissy78

Ah OK cheers x

What did the giraffe say to the elephant at the poker table?......... ...... I knew you were a cheetah

Husband comes home after being out all night "wife to husband where the hell have you been?""husband to wife"been playing poker with some blokes""some blokes?she repeats ,wife to husband;"you can bloody pack your bags! husband to wife;you can too we don't own this house anymore"

I can't handle jokes at that time of the morning DM but thanks for the msg and I too hope you have a great day , stay safe x

Haha dizzy that is great! Love that joke!!

Hi Dizzy , Sensative moi ? Nahh but if you'd done a joke about f***s well that would have been different , LoL ! Have a great day !

Is that a challenge I hear???f**t jokes coming soon tomorrow morning don't say I didn't warn you

I'll bring my Gas mask :)). X

And a pair of incontinent pants....nothing to do with the joke more to do with your age ha ha ha

Ok enough of the ageism ! I'm still in control 🙂

It best to be safe lol

dizzymissy78 wrote: Goodbye dizzymissy78.........................this was my user name on many gambling sites.i would many times have big wins only to give it all back,I would pretend to go to bed early so I could sit in bed until the early hours spinning slots, heart pumping because I was winning and if I was I couldn't wait till the morning so I could play again ;or if I lost the pumping adrenaline that still pumped through my veins wondering how I was going to get money for food shopping,who I could borrow from next with an excuse and another lie the kids needed something,my washing machine needing fixing.i would even at times have my phone on silent nipping out to make a cuppa spinning and hoping for a bonus at which stage I would go to the toilet my husband would ask if I was OK as I had been there ages.how pathetic I am a 38 year old how does this grab us in this way.it makes us devious liars,I have cancelled clients to sit home all day playing slots to then realise my hubby was due home and run around trying to make it look like I'd done something and attempt to make tea,I think a lot of the reason for this behaviour us lifestyle change and losing my identity like a lot of women I've become "just a mum"i am no longer the sparkling fun girl I was ,I am a cleaner a cook the fun has gone .I lock myself in this world where I can switch off to the outside world knowing it is causing hurt but it's now become a habit and it is an itch I want to scratch.goodbye dizzymissy I haven't seen you for 14 days now it hurts that I'm never going to see you again but you must let crystal come back and become the fun girl she was. .......

Welcome DM,

As i'm sure you've seen already there is lots of support and help on here including "free" counselling. Lots more help available outside of Gamcare such as Gamblers Anonymous etc. Nice to see you getting involved. Tri x

Day 17 (que big brother voice)woke up feeling anxious tummy churning it was the thought wondering if my bills had Been paid and to my relief yes they had!my hubby has started to realise our finances are not what they should be he noticed our water bill was massive I gave him some tosh about them messing it up,haven't had a washing machine for a month,my husband has a bad toothache but has to wait till payday tomorrow (I feel so bad )and my daughter needs the latest school uniform he lectured me on wasting money on the kids and food shopping if only that had been the reason why!I am a hairdresser and work for myself he said sometimes you earn fortunes yes I do but now I'm going to be paying off huge debt!I have taken on lots of extra clients keep telling myself I can do this!want to do normal stuff take kids in holiday but yes I can so this!!!!!

Keep plodding on dizzy...
Totalling get your last post...shuffling the money ..trying to cover tracks ..Peter to Paul all the time. ..horrible....but with each day that passes and each bill that gets sorted...it gets better...it's your journey hun. ...do what's best for you...I went through the gamcare 12 week counselling...loved it and helped me so much...just a thought. ..have a great day x

Hi dizzy I hope all turns out well for you. I am indeed still going strong. Thanks for your kind words

Stay safe

Gaz