God saw it earlier today EPIC!!!!!John snow you did not disappoint FIT!!!!
Emailed wonga and sunny loans asking for payment plans also contacted TV licensing fingers crossedx
Bit the bullet and contacted them I guess it's pride that stops us from doing the right thing I hate feeling like a failure but the financial thing is killing me and I guess now I'm not pouring all my cash down the drain things will improve x
They certainly will dizzy
I use to tell myself that the person on the end of the phone doesn't know me from Adam....as long as you get the result you want....don't worry about it...
I sorted my tv licences with one call...hope it works for you x
Good day, 22 days and counting hoping payment plans will become successful I need to stop fearing the deviation this addiction has left behind and live my life thank you to all of you that have become my friends who understand the pain and anxt I'm going through,the strange hole that has been left but needs to be filled with normality and fun I can feel the real me returning welcome home me x
Day 23 and up at 4am hubby has really hurt his back he actually can't move I have no idea what he has done poor thing he's 6ft/4 so not very movable lol hope he doesn't fall on me lol.no urges to gamble and I've decided to have one last pop at getting the money owed to me by foxy casino.i self excluded from foxy bingo ages ago I knew I couldn't open another bingo site but saw this foxy casino site so I joined easily and with all my original details played for 5 days ,deposited ВЈ220 and won £1,700 I cashed out as I knew I couldn't be trusted I logged on to see the progress only I'd been locked out and blocked I emailed them they emailed back saying I had been excluded and my funds no longer existed and had been "depleted they also refunded my original deposits so to be fair I wasn't out of pocket from the avent but I think it's terrible they can treat you that way now obviously I never want an account again but mentally I don't think they should get away with it so even if I don't get anything back I may just bombard them with annoying emails I guess I know in my head the money has gone but sword thinks it's worth a go putting a dispute in with the ibas so I've done it but it won't involve opening accounts and will be stricktly done through email only it's my fingers up to then but they are slimy gets so I'm sure they will have a trick or two! Any way going to try and get back to sleep before the kids are awake!
Sorry to hear hubby has a bad back... horrible...I've been there...oooch ! And hope you got some sleep before kids started there day. ..
For what it's worth....and it's just my opinion....just let go of that money love...you got your original deposit back...that was yours....the winnings....well....to me that's just "dirty money"....any contact with any site will just keep the addiction alive in my opinion....keeps it bubbling away under the surface....the losses have to be let go of.....and in this case the wins. ....I completely understand that your thinking £1700 would be a massive help towards debts. ...but are you 110 % sure that if you did manage to get it back from site....it wouldn't lead you to open another account and play....just for another win...I don't know love....and you have to do what's best for you....but I know....for me....it had to be 110 % detachment from sites I played on....good luck love with what you decide x
I completely understand what you are saying I definitely don't want to gamble and haven't left a door open to do it so I feel strong I just thought it was worth one last shot as £1,700 would clear a large portion of debt I've left it in the ibas hands and am now not going to deal with the site direct because like you say it stirs up bad feelings emailing them will not make me feel better I know I'm going to continue to concentrate on making my debts manageable and clearing them thanks for your support I take everyone's comments on board and I know I am early in recovery so it's a dangerous time x
Well done love...wonderfull positivity. ..if you get it....and I hope you do....I'm sure youll use it wisely. ..have a great day...keep busy...be happy that your dealing with things...speak later xxx
Had to get hubby's prescription today the pharmacy is located next to a well know blue book maker I would have normally nipped in for a gamble but today I held my head up high and walked past 23/0 to me whoop whoop also I would have normally freaked having to pay for 3 prescriptions ВЈ25!but I had money in my purse and tonight I'm joining weight watchers now I'm in control of the gambling I'm. Going to take control of other things that I've been struggling with I'm actually excited another new challenge I can conker OK massive admission prior to gambling a few years ago I was 9st 6 I'm now nearly 11stone what the hell happened il tell you... self respect I started hating myself I'm not worth investing in paying £5 a week what a joke!!whilst spending 100's so on today 23 I'm taking back what u took!
Feeling anxious this afternoon still no news from payday loans or TV license hubby off work so it's difficult to make phone calls
Sat here outside weight watchers feeling dumpy and nervous scared about how much I weigh now !eaten a family size bag of malteazers it's like I'm never going to eat again ha ha like an anaconda having my final meal for a few months I'm standing here with my daughter who is giving me moral support she will probably get hung up and tortured as she is a size 8 and looks like a model lol what I used to look like I've told her she will want to borrow my clothes soon ha ha I could borrow hers got an image in my head of linda from gimme gimme in hotpants ha!
So the bad news 10 stone 12!!!!day 23 of no gambling day 1 of dieting taking control want to be non gambling and skinny don't want much do I ?looking forward to day 24 tomorrow nearly at my month marker can't remember how far back it it's since I've gone that long (probably years!)oh and good news father in law has offered to pay for school uniform and swimming lessons for my younger daughter il take any help I can get at the moment!
Little prayer before bed dear god while I sleep please help take my worries away and when I wake may there be one stress that is taken away from me armen x
Feeling worried this morning didn't cancel my council tax direct debit I know it will bounce woke up 5am also payday loans TV license still not replied feel like I'm sinking but day 24 is good happy with that
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