Hero to Zero and back again....

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After todays relapse following a week GF felt the need to put it behind me, ignore my previous thread and start a fresh.

GF begins NOW

Day 1 begins tommorow.

I eased off on my simple steps method which cruised me to 1 week GF. I will get the next week under my belt.. I know I can do it! This will allow me to get to step 3!

Back to that tommorow.

Step 1 - I will not gamble tommorow.
Step 2 - I will not spend more than £10 by leaving bank cards at home.

 
Posted : 15th March 2017 6:48 pm
Rhoda
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Well done Hero...straight back on it...I did try to post on your last thread, but captcha froze and I lost it...see you in chat.

 
Posted : 15th March 2017 6:56 pm
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Good man HtZ. And as you've said - we're both on Day 1. Let's do this together, shoulder to shoulder. I'll add you to the 100 day challlenge OK 🙂

 
Posted : 16th March 2017 8:22 pm
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Unfortunately today once again I gambled... Cheltenham overcame me.

I am nearing closer to rock rock bottom however I am making a pact with myself and everyone else on here one thing and one simple thing only for the rest of today and tommorow I WILL NOT GAMBLE!

Blocking software is now set up and I have added up all my debt which is currently sitting a £14500 and I am going to change.

I am going to post on here every day with how my GF day has went and every Friday I will post on here my debt update.

I know I have waffled on here constantly about wanting to stop blah blah blah and not actually committed myself 100% this time I am.

Day 1 GF begins tommorow and with 7 days embarrassingly my record since I joined here I see it as a hurdle and something i am hoping to clear and then stride away.

Big promise to myself now. GF tommorow will lead to a debt free future.

Lets beat this once and for all.

 
Posted : 17th March 2017 5:24 pm
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No worries HtZ and let's put that down to a false start 🙂

Tomorrow, it's time to keep your money and come home with cash in your pocket - time to enjoy that feeling. It's the little pleasures when you start to be GF, day by day, that make you think - this is good, I want more of this...!

So keep strong tomorrow my friend.

 
Posted : 17th March 2017 9:06 pm
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Thanks mixer... Tommorow is a new day, and the day my gambling comes to a bitter end.

 
Posted : 17th March 2017 9:53 pm
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Kepp going HTZ, am rooting for you. You will get there.

Julie x

 
Posted : 17th March 2017 10:21 pm
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Day 1 begins again today...

I really feel I can do it this time, I really do.

Everything is eating away at me though and cant focus on anything right now due to all my regrets, difficult to overcome them.

One day at time one day at a time one day at a time....

 
Posted : 18th March 2017 11:26 am
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Successful day yesterday.. One day GF and now into day 2.

 
Posted : 19th March 2017 12:50 pm
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2 days GF.

 
Posted : 19th March 2017 9:55 pm
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Well done you. Have a fab week, keep stopping by.

Julie x

 
Posted : 19th March 2017 10:04 pm
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Keep it going mate!!!!

 
Posted : 19th March 2017 10:05 pm

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