i felt I needed to start a fresh one 15 days into my second attempt.
so, I can now draw a line in the sand, my tax money is there if I need it, it will be hard but there’s still a chance it will be paid for me but I won’t hold my breath , at least now I know I can pay it and I know what I have to do.
im a bit OCD and need structure, as you will read from my previous diary I can’t take stress and it leads to me gambling.Wedding done and paid, tax bill sorted I’ve now a clear run at this .
ive now no excuses to fail, a 3 year journey roughly to be debt free, loans on lower interest rates and cards with frozen rates, it’s all mapped out, be good at work and keep my nose clean and it’s sorted.
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NO EXCUSES NOW, THIS IS WHAT I WANTED
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IT ONLY WORKS IF I DONT GAMBLE, THATS THE KEY
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so a new diary, my time, my time to fight back.
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here goes.
Good luck holycrosser
Good luck holycrosser
And you, keep fighting and believing, don’t give them any money again.
Good luck Holy
You got this ?
Day 17, thanks TJ
left bankcard at home, dinner money only, back to basics these last few days.
one thing I need to step up is the walking, I’ve lost my way, it really relaxed me.
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good day folks, no gambling, it’s not worth it eh?
Hey Holy,
Glad to read your doing well. Keep up the good work
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Well done on your new journey!! Stay strong ?Â
Day 20, been away at the in-laws down south so no hint of gambling.
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new week starts, new diet, knuckle down and let’s do this.
Day 21 begins .
been working my money out, again, it’s grim but I’ve money to be ok.
no panic, I know the ask finally.
ive got this.
Keep going it’s not always an easy path to follow but take each day as it comesÂ
Day 22 , no drama
Day 23 , off work, keeping busy though
Well done holycrosser x
Day 26, been off work I’ll most of week, coming round a bit now.
Day 27, feeling a bit better now.
new week starts tomorrow, hope all goes well.
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