i have never been here before

hey des good to see ya on here. hope you are still doing a good job with the no gambling. you r so strong in your will power to not gamble!

hope you're not eating all those cream cakes still though?!?!

Al x

Abstinence has allowed time for evaluation,

friendship has provided inspiration,

love has given me imagination.

I used to dream of being in a happy place, i used to think what a crazy question it was to ask if someone is happy?

I love being wrong

Des x

Hi ds

I am also looking forward to being wrong..

Many Thanks

have a fab day hun

Love

Lynn

xx

Hi Des. Loved the post about happiness. Miss talking to you, but I'll be back on when my friend goes home on Wednesday.

Love, Anna

Its 8am and Im thinking about my wife and kids. I work away and wont see them for a few days.

Im thinking about the friends i have, the people who have helped me.

Im thinking i like myself and Im glad i am a cg.

Its shaped me and I like myself and have such a wonderful family.

I will not gamble again, Im so excited by life.

Love x

Hi Des

Kim xxx

Hi Des

Just wanted to wish you well in your recovery...we are all different and take different paths, but we are all heading to the same place.....happyness.

all the best

Jim (last bet 22/04/06)

Thanks Jim

Ive learnt lots from people working all kinds of recovery.

Happiness can be ours

des

Hi Dess

Incase I don`t get chance to chat tonight, I just want to say thanks for this week, just what the doctor ordred..

have a great week with your loved ones..

Will be here when you get back

All My love

Lynn

xxx

Lynn im in the madhouse all night if you need me. 🙂

And thanks to you too

Des

Des,

I will miss chatting this week while you're home with your family, but I know you will be loving life and cherishing every second with your beautiful wife and children.

Life life to the fullest, my friend. You deserve it.

Love, Anna

Hi Dess

Hope you had a great withyour family..Missed our late night chats..

Take Care Hun

Speak Soon

Love

Lynn

xx

i Dess

Glad you are back

ps have to admit not a lover of brown sauce ketchup is my favourite

Love

Lynn

xxx

HU Dess

3 Months, I am proper proud of you, you will always have a place in my heart..

My own brown sauce..

Take care

Love

Lynn

xx

So i dont feel so good today!!!!

im actually tired, its 06.30am ive been working all night and its normal not to always feel so good.

I didnt speak to my children who are far away, my wife forgot to ring me and i got too busy too ring too. I argued with a friend.

Its normal not to always feel so good.

Im not gambling again because im choosing not to.

Also that applies to cigarettes too

des