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urm...teacher /teaching assistant / dinner lady/ school admin ?? running out of ideas here lol

i have properly scrubbed my kithen this afternoon so atleast something good has come out of this! its my day off tomorrow but i think i may call in and offer to work a few hours because i know they are busy plus its bonus time at the end of the month and i would really like to treat myself this time and not blow it all!

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 12:09 am
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You were right with the first guess!

That's a good idea to do some extra hours if you feel like it.I might start doing some tutoring again.I used to do loads but it all was wasted on gambling.This time though I will give it to someone to look after or just pay it straight on bills or something positive, like maybe a holiday for me and my brother in our Dad's memory : - )

Hope you sleep well tonight - day 2 for us tomorrow!Let's try really hard to get through the whole day without gambling.

Good night x

PS - Well done on the super clean kitchen!

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 12:21 am
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lol ty x

what do you teach? i know several people that teach and i take my hat off to you! i couldnt do it lol the idea of being in charge of a large quantity of children is enough to give me nightmares! i have a 15 yr old daughter and thats enough to deal with!

slightly eratic i know but i just got 8 butterflies tattooed on my arm, 1 for every year i had with my dad.

ty again for your encouragement and i too wil be back to check how brilliantly we are BOTH doing tomorrow x

night hun, sleep well

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 12:30 am
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Keep up the good work Laura your positivity shines through

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 10:36 am
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Stay strong Laura you can beat this addiction as can we all, sorry to hear you had a blip but haven't we all (many times) don't be too hard on yourself, at least you came straight back to this site to try again, well done for that. Take care Jaz x

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 11:18 am
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Hi Laura,

Hope today is going well for you!

We have nearly had 2 days free from gambling! Hooray!

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 2:41 pm
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Sorry to hear you had blib Laura,never mind sometimes this makes us stronger. Take care x

Scottyboy

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 6:08 pm
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Ty for the positive posts x it really does help!

have spent my entire day off at work, earning not wasting money which is a refreshing change, i made myself work really hard today and don't want to blow it!

i have a real problem with highs and lows and although i know i have done well today i cant help feeling pants.

hope everyone else has had a good day x

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 8:12 pm
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Glad you have been working hard - but even more glad that you are feeling positive about it!

I know what you mean about highs and lows...I guess we are going to have major withdrawal symptoms.We just need to take each day as it comes.

That's 2 days gambling free for us both!

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 9:25 pm
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yeahy, well done us, i look forward today 3 free!

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 9:43 pm
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random post.

am currently feeling like an utter failure in everything, one day maybe i will wake with clarity and freedom from hell

 
Posted : 14th August 2014 11:42 pm
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Just want to wish you a day full of positive thoughts,feelings and choices!

All the best!

 
Posted : 15th August 2014 8:44 am
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Ty Hun x you to, hope you have a lovely day chillaxing or being productive!

off to work now so will check in later x

 
Posted : 15th August 2014 9:14 am
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Hi laura. How you feeling today. It is such a difficult thing to understand and try to beat. Stay strong honey. Xx

 
Posted : 15th August 2014 10:00 am
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Hope you had a successful day!

Sleep well x

 
Posted : 16th August 2014 12:18 am
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