Ive Arrived a broken Man

Oh Brownie you've been given a yellow card! Least it's not a red one (yet). Oh and P.s I accept your apology xx

Don't worry. Be a red soon. Don't change Brownie (just tone it down!!!!!!)

Thanks guys for your support. I love you all. xxx Be good to type something a little crazy now. But I dont think today is the day. Think im being watched whoops......

Deanooooo Behave mate. Ive not had the pleasure of meeting you yet mate but I tell you what we will meet one day and when we do im going to buy you a pint or an ice cream. Your a top bloke a stalwart on this site. If you hadnt been in the chatroom that very first day I went on I wouldnt be here to type this now mate and if it wasnt for your support over the last 50+ days id be 50k in debit. I know this week has be hard for you, But youve still had time for anybody around you............... Again ive never meet you but you are a Friend and friends like you are hard to find IM sure loads people on this site will agree with me. Now sod the High 5 lets have a cyber hug......... Wow steady mate thats my a**e, you grabbing.

Dean I love you Dube xxx

Hugs all round please haha. Good banter.

Well one more weekend.Week without a bet. Big question am I happy. Do you know im not really sure..I do miss the rouleete table. I really do... Had a moment this morning. I was sitting listing and watching the new David Bowie Album.Never really listen to his music before. Wow some of the words in Blackstar you can relate to a gambler. Have a listen and watch the vid and get back to me ha ha. Maybe you have to get into my mind to see why I think that . ( Many who know me will say sod that Brownie Lad) 5O days plus ago I would never have been sat watching and listing to music especially David Bowie. I would have been winning then losing then winning money and deffo losing again.Stressed out thinking I need to go out and do something but Ive just lost £500 I need to win it back. Knowing it could take me alday and nite to win it back and I could be worse of. But like many of you I used to sit wasting my life chasing that money I had lost. Sometimes it happen other times my whole day was sat in front of that Laptop trying to win my money back. When I look back at the past 3years what have I really done with my life.. Answer NOTHING Ive wasted it on online websites. Gambling money I never had. Making some Bookmaker Richer. Buying his new car building an extension on his already 38 bedroom Mansion. Ive probally walked along the Harbour on holiday and looked at some bloke on a yatch smoking a big Cuban cigar thinking I wish I was you mate. Thinking about it now that was prob Mr Hill Mr l..brokes Or Mr Fred and now I know Ive probally helped him to buy that yatch. Lol But not today im done with gambling wasting money. Its now my time to buy a yatch and sit on deck smoking a big fat cigar and when I do Im inviting you all for a party. But please bring your own drink and fat cigars. Again the only reason I can say all this is because of you lot. So again a big masive thankyou to one and all. I wrote in a post some of the people ive spoken to on here are now true Friends and people I will meet and be friends with forever . You know who you are yes its you lot the crazy Gang on Facebook xxx As always hope this all makes sense.

Off now to listen to some ABBA Yeaaaaaa

Can I have tea and chocolate on the yacht please brownie. Loving the man love between you and Dean ahhh xx

WCID IM going to start calling you Aunt Sally xxx

Hi Brownie , Sorry mate , is that the sound of the sea lapping against the side of your yacht I can hear or did you and Deano just get a room ? LoL !!

Alan, Do use a favour mate close the door on the way out me and Deano are trying to sleep lol !!

Ok mate , fair one, I'll leave the life ring and the seasick tablets just outside , just in case it gets a bit rough in the nite ? Enjoy ! LoL

I think Just realised why he's called Brownie ?

Hey brownie your on day 87!! How's about that matey!! xx

Hey Brownster 7 days til it's your 100th day!!!!!

I Know. im excited im going to go out and buy a Goat with the money ive saved. Im still 27k in debit no wife but stress free and happy Its been really hard and on day one I thought no way will I last till day two then on day two I thought no way will i last till day three then on day three i thought no way will I last till day four and on day four I thought no way will I last till day five then on day five I thought no way will I last till day Six then on day six guess what I thought........