It's horrible to admit to gambling again. I felt like I was doing well but clearly if you have a gambling addiction it stays with you forever. I've got the blocks in place and being monitored now which will help. I feel like I need to address the reasons why I gamble and try to find coping mechanisms and that will only happen by going to counselling, I've always thought that I cannot afford it, but at the end of the day it may be the thing that will genuinely help me to not gamble and address my issues because clearly I have a few. So here I am again, on the road to recovery, hopefully it works this time.
18 days, not much point saying anything else
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