My diary, my new life, my fightback

Well done HC you are doing really Well, you are always so positive. Good luck for tomorrow, have a great day.

111 days gambling free.

Had the best day of my life, so much focus now.I can’t let her down.She is my inspiration.

Day 112 

So the come down after my big day, nice to still be focused on recovery still, I'm never going back to that life, it makes me sick just thinking of it.

Settled now.

Day 112 

So the come down after my big day, nice to still be focused on recovery still, I'm never going back to that life, it makes me sick just thinking of it.

Settled now.

Massive congratulations on gettin married HC and your inspiring continued progress. Well played sir

Posted by: Paulscottb

Massive congratulations on gettin married HC and your inspiring continued progress. Well played sir

Well thank you .

Another day starts.my aim is to never ever set foot in a bookies again 

Sorry guys n girls ^^^^^ is this a real person ?

i don't think so HC, its incredibly frustrating getting repetitive copy and paste GA quotes shoved down your throat with no personal interaction, or even slightly engaging with you.

Start of another gambling free day.

Zero interest. Going on holiday on Sunday ..well honeymoon so no chance of a relapse.

4th of july.

Up early as ever , limping towards my holidays, these days go slow. 

Got a balance transfer offer from a CC which will save a wee bit so I've taken advantage of it.every little helps.

No gambling yesterday 

4th of july.

Up early as ever , limping towards my holidays, these days go slow. 

Got a balance transfer offer from a CC which will save a wee bit so I've taken advantage of it.every little helps.

No gambling yesterday 

Day 117 , 

for the first time ever I went into nice shops and bought some nice clothes for my honeymoon , not caring too much about the cost as I can afford it now.

that feeling of doing what normal people do, that feeling of not wanting to win the money to buy them, or win back the money, accepting that we have money and if we can afford it we buy stuff.

im so happy in my life today it’s hard to describe, I will never be cured but at long last I now believe I will never gamble again.fingers crossed I stay feeling this way, it will always be one day at a time.

Day 118..

couple of nice walks , off on holiday tomorrow.Time to relax 

Posted by: Smartie2

Hope you don't mind me posting on your personal diary but just wanted to say that I love the positiveness in your posts and the forward thinking. 

Have a great holiday.

Cheers pal.planning and looking forward are essential , also it's the not taking this for granted and determination never to gamble on anything ever again that keeps me on track.

Day 121 .

still going strong