[Closed] My Last Bad Day

When I tried chatting the Helpline, I get a message saying that my I.P is already registered. Honest it's easier to just be bad. 

Hi Drama

 I’m so sorry that you’ve had such a rubbish time of late. I really hope things get better and you can enjoy a few days off work. None of these things are your fault but as I believe your very similar to me, when bad things happen we automatically think it must be something we’ve done to lead to this. That’s not true. Every single one of us are responsible for our own decisions and actions but not those of others. Please remember that. Sending love and hugs. 

Bex

ps noticed your last post was gone 2am - I hope you’re okay. If you’re still awake and need to chat, I’m here x

I’m hoping you don’t see my last post until the morning which hopefully means you fell asleep. Just to add, if you need someone who you can drop a text to when you’re having a really bad time, I’m happy to swap details. I can assure you I won’t add to your woes with my own problems but am an ear to listen if you need one. 

I can't swap details because I'm as mad as a box of frogs and won't inflict my badness on others till I stop being stupid. Maybe if I ever make that 100 club thing or summat? 

I found out Mr.Ted (cuddly toy) was a casualty of war. I have hugged Mr.Ted nearly every night to go to sleep since I was 17. Now hes dead and I have a crappy Winnie the Pooh replacement because someone is feeling guilty. 

What do you get if you cross Santa with a duck?

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A Christmas Quacker!    🙂 🙂 🙂 

What's Santa's favourite type of music?

Wrap!

Who hides in the bakery at Christmas?

A Mince Spy 

Ha ha ha ☆ ☆ ☆  chuckle chuckle chuckle

How does Good King Wenceslas like his pizzas?

Deep pan, crisp and even

(Shall grab my coat on the way out)

How did Mary and Joseph know Jesus’ weight when he was born?

They had a  weigh in a manger 

I am loving the Christmas Crackers guys. Haha! 

Christmas Eve. 

Had a lie-in this morning after all my carry-on last night. Postman brought my Greek Mythology book so I have been reading that and learning about all these names that I know but never really understood who they were. It was pleasant. The whole Mr. Ted thing has still got me upset. I would never destroy someone else's property but it's like he's gone through the house room by room and destroyed my favourite things. I am not so bunged up with badness though cos I've chatted and gambled it all out. I know that doesn't make sense but I have. I am now left feeling exhausted. Both from lack of sleep and just dealing with everything. 

I didn't want to go to the shops today but had to. Hubby offered to take me and help me with it cos he knows how anxious I get in busy shops so that was nice. We went to Church and walked the dog round. Then went to the shops and got all we needed for tommoz. Christmas Dinner is sorted and I'm gonna make some minced pies for pudding. 

Then we went to the Pub. It was full of tourists but they were nice people. There was a young lady with Downs who took a shine to the dog so I introduced her and she loved it. 

Then we came home and I made Hubby a plate of cold cuts. I had nowt cos I like to fast for an hour before mass. 

I watched some telly and then went to the vigil mass at 6:30 P.m. I was asked to serve at the altar and be Eucharistic Minister. I would've got dressed up if I'd known but never mind. The service was beautiful and I felt even more calm after attending. 

I had some horrible pasta for tea. Sainsbury's Smokey Bacon and Tomato. Just tastes like sugar. Nasty stuff. Still ate it cos I wasn't gonna make ought else. 

I went on chat tonight. Everyone was very supportive. 

Now I plan to go to bed cos I can't keep my peepers open. 

G'nite Godbless All. 

Love from 

Drama 

xoxoxox

Not sure this is short enough for a Christmas Cracker joke, but hey..!

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It's difficult to know what presents to buy some people.

Take my mate - he was born with 5 P*nises - yep, 5 of 'em.

After much looking around I managed to buy him some specially-adapted underpants.

He phoned me to say he was delighted ...  "they fit like a glove!"

I would love nothing more than for you to feel full.of.goodness, you deserve that.

I hope that things are a bit calmer for you so that you can truly enjoy all that Christmas stands for xx

I love you and will be thinking of you xx

Moment of Clarity. 

When people say there are other people out there suffering worse than you. It's like, yes, you have MH problems, but they aren't as bad as someone who lives over an open sewer or picks through garbage to find summat to eat. It's true. It humbles me. It also makes me not wanna share anymore. Like my problems are nonk. Just absolute nonk. Being ill in the brain is not the same as real problems that other people have. I am so incredibly privileged just to have a roof over my head. I need to stop complaining and just get on with life. 

I have not gambled before anyone worries. 

D. 

I have tried 100 and 50 million ways to gamble and cannot get through my blockers and I am annoyed more than you can possibly imagine! 

Hello Drama, 

Heres my input in taking your mind away from the want of gambling -  

Whats orange and sounds like a parrot ?