Dear Diary,
August 19th 2023
I made it through today😊played fifa23 whilst my son rested on my body. I realised having him around has a way of making me calm.
I attended meetings as well though I was lost in thoughts but I do keep pushing.
I didn’t gamble today and I didn’t feel the urge either. Listened to some sad songs and it helped keep me calm.
Still no cure for the loneliness or sickness and nothing feels like home😢
My marriage is still same way but I’m hopeful someday it will be alright.
PS:Dear diary anyday I don’t update you, then just know I probably gone home😊
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