Lol you did a very good job to get some money saved up on shopping, my friend! Keep that humor and positive attidue going everyday. I will keep on reading your diary.
PositiveAction wrote: Humour... Always told the kit you need for operations is.. Weapon, CEFO (combat equipment fighting order) and never Never forget your sense of humour! Even when your feet are bruised from carrying heavy loads and you've not had more than 2 hours unbroken sleep in weeks always have that sense of humour stowed in your personal kit. It's that sense of humour getting me through the realisations of today... How I'd scour the net to find the best price of something, even look for voucher codes. Save £30 or £50 on my purchases and congratulate myself 🙂 But online gambling I could spend hundreds sometimes thousands without ever grasping the value of the money or realising the actual impact until it was all gone and I couldn't afford essentials... Borrow>high interest>Debt cycle.... Mental, off balance behaviour, mitigating factors or not it's just crazy behaviour. OK.... Soak it up buttercup, sense of humour! (fuming inside at myself today) Onwards, forwards.. Steady, calm. GRIP
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Hey GRIP, I read your last two posts. I see you are still very upset and regretful about your losses and relapses. And I am sorry to hear that you budget is so tight because of debt. Let me know how you have done with your paycheck tomorrow.
Best of Luck
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