Today I gambled. I lost £100. Yesterday I lost £140. As soon as money becomes available to me I gamble it. I would imagine my total losses since I started gambling in 2013 are around £60,000 - but I am not sure.
Anyway I have now had enough. I have gamban on 2 devices that are solely used by me - there is only one device left that I play on - the family computer - I need to add gamban to it but will need to have the conversation with my partner first as it may mean he can't access fantasy football - and he doesn't know about my gambling.
So January 4 2020 will be my first day gamble free. I have done 6 weeks to 3 months gamble free before but always succumbed - this time I really need to recognize that it's a total waste of time and money.
Good luck to everyone going through this gambling hell.
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