At my whits end no matter how hard I try too control my betting I can't. No matter the wins it always ends in a mess. Just keep going back for more and more betting on anything due too go off. I need too start from day 1 tomorrow. I am totaly an utterly ashamed of my actions. The money I could and should have is upsetting, but the past is in the past. I need too build a new future for myself without gambling. I am a compulsive gambler and must not gamble.
Hi ally, sorry to read this. I'm wife of cg. Have you got someone who can look after your finances? Basic bank account? Someone to talk to? I understand how difficult it is, my cg is 47, he's on day 97, so that's a long time gambling, stopping, relapsing. Call the helpline just for someone to talk to? Put blockers in place? I don't know, we go to GA and gamanon. That helps, how long for though? Just for today, try not to be ashamed, try and be open and honest with yourself. Good luck!
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