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 Anonymous
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I just want to say sorry to everyone on here. I've not been the easiest person, to staff and other members. 

I've probably made advisors work alot harder.

I've taken things people have said the wrong way.

I've argued with other members.

I've been snappy, grumpy, down.

Alot has happened today. 

Alot is going on.

I'm not a bad person. If I've come across that way, I am sorry. 

I've been a difficult person I admit.

I also admit I struggle to have the banter in chatroom that everyone else has.

I'm always feeling down, never happy, struggling with life and everything that's thrown my way.

I don't feel sorry for myself.

I don't see myself as a victim.

I've tried my hardest to get through the hard times but they just keep getting harder. There's that big tunnel, and most people can see that tiny light at the end of it, even if it's just the size of a pin , I don't see it, it's just black.

I just want to say sorry......

Sorry to the advisors, for having to go out of your way to support me, for taking time out to do check ins, for me worrying you, and for the fact I've probably made your work just that bit harder....sorry..x

And...

Sorry to the members, for those who have read things I've wrote in my diary that could of caused distress, worry or been triggering. Sorry for not being able to have banter in chat room with you all. Sorry for always sounding so down and negative. Just....well sorry

 

 
Posted : 25th September 2019 3:21 pm
 Cliffords-had-enough
(@cliffords-had-enough)
Posts: 58
 

Don't be sorry for whatever you wrote in your diary. It is always the readers choice as to whether they read it or not...

And sometimes the tunnel is so black that not only can you not see any light, but you don't even remember which way you came in...

It is ok not to be ok....

 

 

 
Posted : 25th September 2019 7:44 pm
DramaLlama
 DramaLlama
(@dramallama)
Posts: 920
 

I don't believe that you have anything to be sorry for. You are going through a rough time. You've never been rude that I've seen. It's really hard to function when you've had no sleep. I wish for you peace and rest and happy times. 

I am proud of you for reaching out for help and support. I think you're amazing. 

Love from Drama x

 
Posted : 25th September 2019 8:19 pm
 adam123
(@adam123)
Posts: 2908
 

Hi Stace,  Theres nothing wrong with being quiet on the chat, theres nothing worng with not feeling at ur best and showing it, gamcare pays employees money to look after us they are there to help us all, sending u a hug, lots of love adam XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

 
Posted : 25th September 2019 8:24 pm
Forum admin
 Forum admin
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Admin
 

Hi Stace,

We are glad that you are getting supportive responses from other forum users already.  As far as staff, we all care about you and we know that some days are much tougher than others.  It is clear how sincere you are and although we don't feel an apology is needed, we do appreciate that you have been thoughtful and kind. We hope you don't dwell on this too much. 

Take care of yourself,

Forum Admin

 
Posted : 25th September 2019 8:59 pm
Muststop123
 Muststop123
(@muststop123)
Posts: 506
 
Posted by: Cliffords-had-enough

It is ok not to be ok....

Hi Stace

Just remember what Cliffords has said above.

Most of us are here because we need help, if we did not need help we would not be on this site. We are all a bit broken in some way due to gambling and are on our own individual roads to recovery. Some people seem to have a smoother ride, others have a bumpier ride and stumble a few times on our way, but we can all make a better life for ourselves if we put the effort in.  

Everyone wants you to success and be happy.  Sending you a big virtual hug:)

Muststop123

 
Posted : 26th September 2019 7:19 am
 Anonymous
(@Anonymous)
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Thankyou, all off you for your posts. Xxx

 
Posted : 26th September 2019 8:45 am
 Anonymous
(@Anonymous)
Posts: 0
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Talk to us!

Tell us anything!

We're here for you!

 

Ha, so I do and each time my conversation gets passed on to others ?

 
Posted : 26th September 2019 8:45 pm
DramaLlama
 DramaLlama
(@dramallama)
Posts: 920
 

What do you mean? 

 
Posted : 26th September 2019 10:11 pm
DramaLlama
 DramaLlama
(@dramallama)
Posts: 920
 

Talk to me. I'm here. Will be till Midnight. If you're about, post. 

Drama x

 
Posted : 27th September 2019 9:31 pm
 Anonymous
(@Anonymous)
Posts: 0
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Oh drama your so kind. But I can't use this service anymore. 

Stay strong in your recovery. 

And thankyou for everything x

 
Posted : 27th September 2019 9:53 pm
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