So hear we go again banning myself from shops within 30 miles and drive 35 miles for the last 6 months has it ended in a desperation of lost money quite the opposite on this occasion but has taken my identity my self worth my family and my well being how to stop I don’t know all cleared credit cards closed loan I had is cleared I have no debt but feel in debt to my family for disappointing again my fitness has gone out the window which is my help and have low immune system at moment cold sore throat feel crappy in my mind and body this is my Day 1 really have to make it through this time x
Bear x
@bear55, thank you for sharing with us on the forum what is happening to you. You have so much clarity as to what is important to you and why you want to stop, your family, your health, your self worth and identity. I can hear the toll gambling has taken on you. Please reach out to the helpline if you would like some support or to discuss further support options. 0808 8020 133
All the best and good luck in your recovery. Please keep us updated.
Jane
Thanks Jane I crashed and burned straight away but have managed to close all credit cards get loan closed and sorted my self out spent bit of savings I materialised but have got my fitness back this week yes temptation all around but have got to keep trying I know there’s no amount of money I can win to fulfill the temptation nothing will I make myself believe that certain amount will be enough but never is day one again off for my five mile walk in minute have good day all x
the bear x
5 days in a start I know really tough weekend ahead really have temptation all around me have a lovely Easter all x
the bear
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