That will be a great day 200 days gamble free the day before the world cup and a saving of £1500, that surely will be worth protecting come that day, so make sure you surpass it and enjoy the world cup without having any wagers on it. You are eleven days away now from the big 100, keep on pushing my friend!
Wilsy
Still a long way till I hit 200.
10 days till my first target
Day 90 : £675.00
Day 91 : £682.50
No urges yesterday, busy weekend always helps
Day 92 : £690.00
Day 93 : £697.50
Day 94 : £705.00
So far so good, no urges this week , 5 days to go
Day 95 : £712.50
Watched the Tottenham game last night, a couple of urges for a bet.
Not sure if having urges every now and then is normal or if I should have got past that feeling by now but not having a clue what my card security code is and knowing It is not possible for me to bet, I quickly forget the thought of having a bet and just watch the game.
Day 96 : £720.00
Day 97 : £727.50
Not much to add, busy weekend for me coming up so not much time to even think about gambling.
Have a good day all
Day 98 : £735.00
Early post today, bed time soon. One more day till I hit my first target, the last 99 days have gone so quick. Tomorrow I will be half way to my 200 day target, it seems far away but will take it one day at a time like I have done so far and hopefully I can make it.
Day 99 : £742.50
I never thought I would have made it to this point. Im very lucky to have a supportive girlfriend who knows how bad the addiction is and stuck by me at my worst times.
It is not possible for me to gamble online anymore and that is where I was so hooked. I have only ever been in a high street bookies 3 or 4 times in my life so im lucky I am not hooked on that and can walk past them with no temptation at all.
I will try my best to hit 200 days, I should get there as long as I have no access to my debit card online.
I have spoke with my girlfriend about giving me access to my debit card and limiting my spend online but that will not happen yet as i feel like I need more of a break from it all still.
Starting a diary on here has been so good for me, kept me focus on not giving in and made me realise how much better life is without this horrible addiction
Day 100 : £750.00
Day 101 : £757.50
Day 102 : £765.00
I accidently had a look at my girlfriend typing my debit card security code the other day when ordering something online so I now have access to my online sites if I wanted to. I briefly thought about logging in and placing a bet earlier today but i then quickly rememberd how much better I have felt the last 4 months not gambling.
Just because I know my card details doesnt mean I have to give in, my girlfriend wouldnt be happy either and dont want to let her down.
Day 103 : £772.50
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