today is the day

Good luck Ell! You have come to the right place x

I hole so I've woken up and already have the urge to gamble , I feel rubbish, I need to break this cycle

ive gambled for years ellis but ive just recently stopped for 42 days i used to gamble on roulette in the bookies and online.

Thanks guys I'm OK today although I have had a urge ,I no its not good if I do I have to control my urge, when I get paid is well I'm gonna buy gamblock straight away for my phone and PC small price to pay for something that can save me thousands

Hang in there Ellis, keep fighting the urges! Online is not my problem so I have no proof but I have read enough now to believe that anything that reduces access to our poison is a step in the right direction.

Gamble free days click up One Day At A Time.

Day 3 not bad not easy have opportunity but I'm gonna train so hard at gym I'll just fall asleep when I get home

I've had a relapse lost 200 again I'm such a ideot I start again today no online games ever that's my demons online , I have to stay away I'll write a post every day now that I'm successful .

I feel rubbish its time for me to stop I'm gonna some how pay my debts off, and start again I just got to stop, all I see now is evil gameing sites, I surrender I give up on gambling , but I'm not giving up on myself, today is the day of all days I change for the rest of my life, support needed I know I can do this once and for all,. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did you ever get that Gamblock? You have to close all your doors while you are feeling strong if you want to stay in recovery! That way when the urges come, the Time-Money-Location triangle is broken so you cannot gamble! All the determination in the world will probably not be enough to do this alone because @ some point your resolve will weaken & you will be back to Day 1 again if you have no support!

You want this or you wouldn't have come back! Draw a line under what has happened & start moving forwards again with recovery. You can do this - ODAAT

ODAAT wrote:

Did you ever get that Gamblock? You have to close all your doors while you are feeling strong if you want to stay in recovery! That way when the urges come, the Time-Money-Location triangle is broken so you cannot gamble! All the determination in the world will probably not be enough to do this alone because @ some point your resolve will weaken & you will be back to Day 1 again if you have no support!

You want this or you wouldn't have come back! Draw a line under what has happened & start moving forwards again with recovery. You can do this - ODAAT

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Thank u

Yes this is true

Woke up this morning feeling urges got to change so bad

Feel rubbish today but also feel hope, I'm asking even though I won a substantial amount the other day then put it straight back into there pocket, I feel hopeful this time , I'm not going to let myself die because of what I have done to myself, its time for me to change now and forever, the second I have enough money I'm getting GAM block , this Monday I am also going to attend GA Meeting where I live and start facing my demon , i can't keep doing this its a nasty circle, today I feel light and I see light, any support welcome as I got to do this before I lose my family and my friends and I don't want to be a waster when my son grows up, he needs me and me him, I hate myself but life must go on , no more it ends today and a new door of light opens, I know its going to be hard for me as I have to pay a substantial amount of debt back and I'm asking this month, haven't even paid my car insurance as in my mind gambling seemed to come first, well I got news for you gambling , I hate you you are the devil and you will not drag me to my death, I'm fighting your I'll plague you have inflicted upon this world, go pick on someone else, I'm finished with u , you won't be getting any of my money anymore its mine not yours , I worked for it not u, I hope gambling gets banned in the uk online I think its the route of evil and reason why loads of people struggle , today is my day day one today.

Not feeling good as I'm struggling financially but my fault ,got to face my own demon and squash it where it stands, and move on in life