Day 1,a fresh start into abstaining from gambling.
I'm not new to this site,been on and off for 7 years,
I'd like to think I've made progress but all I've really done has put blocks up when I'm completely P****d off with my gambling life- then spent the rest of my time finding ways to get around the blocks.
I'm happily married with 2 kids,gambling has the power to ruin all of that.
I cannot handle money,luckily all my wages go into a joint account.
I had spare cash over Xmas,I was at a loss to know what to do with it,I started travelling to bookies away from where I live because of exclusions.
Fritted the spare cash away.
It's the control gambling has over me that scares me.
I willing to try new ways to help me abstain.
Tried ga,not for me - found a lot of strong characters took over the meetings,and the subject matters seem to drift away from problem gambling.
I've made a start tonight,I'm not in the best of moods'- I won't bore you with my latest gambling story of doom- this time being unlucky was the luckiest thing that could of happened to me.
Day 1
Rob
Fella welcome again, the doors revolve, it doesn't matter how many times we come through them,it's what we learn each time and leave on the other side of the door.
I get what you say about GA, that feeling can be taken from the room.
I know that there is no recipe or magic pill for us.
I wish there was!!
I hope you find happiness again through abstinence.
Abstain and maintain
Duncs.
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