why,why,why!!!!!!!

And another virtual HUG from me Cheryl! I'm so sorry things are so bad for you - am thinking of you and hope you're staying strong. It's a 'black time' I know .... there is a light at the end of the tunnel - things WILL get better. Hang on in there and chin up! Helen. X

add another hug from me 🙂

keep going Cheryl

continued abstinence

tri

Ty Suzanne, Helen and Tri for the cyberhugs much appreciated. Keep strong all of you. Things not looking too good my end.

If I get through the next few days I have no interest in ever gambling again and have all blocks in place should I become complacent. Ironic after 10 000s lost can't sort 150, I hasten to add not by gambling .Shutting the door after the horse has bolted comes to mind. So annoyed with myself.

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx

Morning Diary

Day 15 no urges and at work all day, lots of changes to situation but none that helps current predicament.

Stay safe and strong all

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl

Well done on 15 days

I hope your changes are for the better

Keep going and stay strong

Take care

Suzanne xx

Ty Suzanne

For your continued support

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx

Morning Cheryl

Hope your day is brighter today

Take care

Suzanne xx

Hi Cheryl! Chin up??? Hope you're ok and staying strong. Thinking of you. Take care. Helen.

X

Hi Diary

Ty Suzanne and Helen for continued support. Day 16 and no thoughts of gambling.

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx

Hi Diary

Day 17, everything has changed, I have always believed in guardian angels as partners Mother died 6 months ago and my best friend the day before.

Partner had a significant lottery win, enough to pay some of the immediate debts. Gives me breathing space for a while to finish sorting DMP.

Not eve thought of gambling but have blocks in place if I become complacent.

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl, thank you for your kind words on my diary. Im glad to see things have improved for you and your doing well. Stay strong, your doing so well xx

That's great news Cheryl! Every cloud ....eh? Stay strong and DONT GAMBLE! Helen. X

Morning Diary

Day 18, no thoughts of gambling just trying to put right some of the devastation I have caused. Feels like a second chance and not going to blow this one. On 3 12hr nights now so maybe won't be on depends how I sleep.

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl

Am so pleased that you have found a temporary solution to your money problems

Don't do what I did which was any extra money made me gamble more

Use this second chance to sort yourself out,I wished I had used my second third and fourth chance but I was invincible ( what a joke)

YOU WILL NEVER WIN BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER STOP

The only thing gambling will give you you is more misery and desperation that you have experienced recently

Stay strong keep posting and start winning and feel sane

Take care

Suzanne xx

Hi Cheryl

Glad you are doing well in your recovery and can sort out some money problems.

Sound advice from Suzanne about extra money and the urge to gamble more. It sounds like you have it under control though and grab this second chance and run with it.

Well done.

Elfie x