why,why,why!!!!!!!

Hi Cheryl

I am sorry to read your news.

Stay strong.

Sending you a big hug((((((((C)))))))))))))

Suzanne xx

Hi cheryl. I just want to ty for yr support. Im useless at giving it here but please know im thinking of you and wishing you well. stay strong. I know it sounds trite but if you have yr health then focus on that. Everything else hopefully will fall into place. xx

Hi Cheryl.

Thinking of you, I hope you are feelng better today within yourself.

Take care

Suzanne xx

Ty S and Suzanne

Just feel broken.

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl

(((((((C)))))))))

All I can say is what gambling did to me it destroyed me, but I won't let it do it again and nor will you.

Nothing I say will help at this moment, except you are not alone in this hell hole, I am right beside you

Please keep posting it will help you get rid of the S***e that we are in.

I wished there was an easy fix but there isn't.

Here for you

Suzanne xx

Cheryl

i second Suzanne no easy fix

the support i've got off everyone here including you two makes a massive difference

when your ready to get up and start walking again we'll be here

tri

Your doing great cheryl.

Suzanne correct no easy fix , but together posting and reading others posts and supporting each other.

We can all beat this horrible affliction.

Take care

Fitzy

Ty all for your kind words

Cheryl xxx

Morning Cheryl

Thanks for your continuing support.

I hope you are feeling slightly better today.

Take care

Suzanne xx

Forgotten what day I'm on, feel awkward posting when I have nothing positive to say. Did have a counselling assessment yesterday through this site. Was very impressed with the counsellor but odd being on Skype never used it before.

As said nothing positive to say and will keep all the cr☆P to myself as think it puts people off

Cheryl xxx

Hi I know how your feeling. I had a few grand in the bank went on a mad day. lost it and another 6k. never been so skint. and like you say better off not telling family etc as they don't wanna know.

Chin up tho if like me, things can only get better.

and sorry if you lost ur house. x

Hi Cheryl,

Remember it's your recovery diary, to write how you feel whether it be positive or negative.

YOU do exactly what you want to do, it's your journey,

Look after yourself, write if you need to, don't write if you want to.

You are worth everything, remember that.

Take care and be kind to yourself.

Suzanne xx

Morning Diary

Still here quietly reading posts, nervous and anxious. Can't really get my head around the way things are going in my life it's just horrible. Feel I always needed to be punished and now, not only me, but the whole family is and the burden is becoming too heavy.

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl,

Just sending you thoughts to try and stay strong.

(((((C))))) big hug.

Take care of yourself, you are more than worth it.

Suzanne xx

Morning Diary

Ty Suzanne for your continued support it honestly does help. One positive is have managed to get the washing machine fixed been out of action for 2 weeks. Back on 3 12hr nights from tonight so need to get my head space sorted so I can concentrate on work. Nothing else much has changed except no gambling still as currently it repulses me most of the time. Waiting for correspondence regarding the house so hate when the postman comes. At least respite tomorrow being Sunday.

Have counselling arranged via Skype for Thursday and hoping that will help my head.

Take care and best wishes

Cheryl xxx