why,why,why!!!!!!!

Hi Cheryl,

Hope your PMA is getting stronger and stronger.

Best wishes,

Suzanne xx

Morning Diary

Ty Suzanne and Tri,

Still here, still battling and still trying PMA. Good wishes to everyone am remaining gamble free.

Cheryl xxx

Hi Diary

Have no idea how many days but still gamble free. Have a date to start counselling so let's see what that brings out. Trying to keep up the PMA but have times when it deserts me but just push through those times.

Still waiting for letter regarding the house which is unnerving but at present I still have a roof over my head.

Cheryl xxx

Morning Cheryl,

Thanks for your lovely words and your continuing support.

I hope you have news soon about your house, it must be awful for you at the moment, but you are not gambling, so that is good.

Stay strong,

Take care

Suzanne xx

Morning Diary

Have worked out its 49 days since I gambled but today the urges are strong being fed by the ridiculous notion I can win enough to sort out my mess. Thankfully no money and have all my blocks in place so no chance. But most importantly of all I have learnt from the rest of you lovely people. I know I can't win cos I won't stop and this knowledge is foremost in my head. The rollercoaster can continue am I will hang on for dear life so I don't fall. Am still trying to maintain my positive attitude but it's hard sometimes. But no one said it would be easy.

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl. your doing soooo well, nothing about life in general is easy but your doing well. Stay strong. xx

No they didn't cheryl and you know so many on here understand

well done so proud of you

tri

Not a good day today, a complete side swipe my best friend died today. She was at work collapsed and died from a brain haemorrhage. She was 56 years old, my rock and well loved.

RIP Sandra xxx

What a leveller.

Keep strong, sorry to read of your loss.

Mo x

Hi Cheryl

,

So sorry to read of your loss.

Thinking of you, and sending you a big hug (((((C))))))

Try and stay strong lovely lady.

Suzanne xx

Morning ( afternoon! !) Diary

Ty Mo and Suzanne, has been a shock to the system, but as I said a leveller too. I am OK ty puts things into perspective.

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl,

It certainly does.

thinking of you, stay strong.

Suzanne xx

Hi Diary

Day ?? 52

No gambling but some urges but today I did not give in

Cheryl xxx

Morning Diary

54 days and no gambling, Usually I would gamble when stressed/upset but I have not succumbed and today I will not give in.

Cheryl xxx

Hi Cheryl,

Very well done on 54 days of winning.

It feels good when we don't give in to urges, and it makes us stronger and wiser to keep going.

Well done for not giving in, while under stress and upset, that is a big achievement for you. Be proud of this and stay strong.

Suzanne xx