why,why,why!!!!!!!

Hi Cheryl,

So good to see you climbing that mountain! Nice and steady dear soldier, the further you go, the easier it gets, simply cause you are getting stronger with each passing day. Leave past in the past, exactly where it belongs. I know it's a mission sometimes, but we need to concentrate on here and now cause that counts the most...i'm slowly getting rid of past demons, time heals eh, and time we have got girl!.so chin up, keep looking ahead, accept the support greatly on not so good days because you are never on your own and souls cares about you - you already left a print in many of our hearts 🙂

Lecture over lol...Whoop whoop on your coming century! Anything is indeed possible ☺

Thank you for your post girl. Yep, I'm looking for somewhere quiet and therapeutic to go. Since i will go on my own (no need a violin out lol...i'm just Billy no mates) i want this little break to rest my mind.. thank you for a few suggestions, i will surely look some more up but Tuscany sounds up my street, just a case of finding quiet place to stay 🙂
As of blue feet cat...she is alright, she enjoyed her bath last night :-0

I am indeed working this coming week and already getting my little plate and spoon ready for that chocolate cake 🙂 yum yum!!!!

Take care and look after yourself!!! Have a great and peaceful Sunday - you deserve it 😉

Sandra xx

99 red balloons today Whoop Whoop indeed.

Very proud of you, keeeeep going and stay safe.

Sxxxxxxxxx

Congratulations Cheryl, welcome to the century club, 100 days, great milestone.

Have a good day my friend

Suzanne xxxx

Whoo hoo 100 days,
Dog tired just in from 12hr night shift, going to sleep ready for another one tonight
Have a good day all
Ty Suzanne
Cheryl xxx

A massive welcome to Club 100 🙂

Hope you had a lovely sleep & wake up feeling refreshed & ready for the rest of your life - ODAAT

Hi day 102
Been extremely busy and on nights. No gambling, no urges and no wish to make things worse.
Onwards and upwards
Cheryl xxx

Thanks for your message and continual support Cheryl. and with 103 days now of starving that horrible addiction, you are doing great, stuff may be S***e at this time but you know as long as you abstain they will not get any worse.

Slowly but surely my friend abstaining and maintaining one day at a time, can only make life BETTER.

Keep strong and take care of you.

Sxxxxxxxx

103 today Cheryl, onwards and upwards

Take care

Sxxxxxx

well done cheryl on passing the 100 day mark

3 more adds to add, tomorrow one more

keep going

tri

Day 105
Happy Mother's Day to all mum's trying hard to bring their lives back on track.
Cheryl xxx

107 today Cheryl, great going.

Keep going onwards and upwards my friend. and keep starving it, it hates that.

Take care.

Sxxxxxx

Day 108

This time since my last relapse feels totally different. I can now honestly say I have finally learnt and got through my thick skull I cannot win cos I cannot stop. I think before this period I said it but didn't believe it.
Life is hard at present in many areas but I am surviving day by day, drawing strength and wisdom where I can.
I feel more positive about certain aspects but some are still an unknown quantity.
I have had wonderful advice, support and fun from other members on this site.
I have seen a GP and got some help for my depressed state of mind.
I cringe now when I hear bingo/casino adds on TV and just want to scream at it, but don't think my charges or colleagues would appreciate it.
I still need to find the old me but at least I am not stuck spinning a slot spending money I can't afford.
Everyone has their own unique way of dealing with things but we all have the same goal so that's what matters.
Life will be better everyday from my abstinence and I feel a degree of self worth again.
I do think I have an addictive personality and have learnt of late I need to constantly keep my guard up.
Onwards and upwards
Cheryl xxx

108 days Cheryl, amazing achievement my friend, and a lovely strong realistic post,

Have a good gambling free day.

Sxxxxx

Great last post Cheryl, wonderful to see you fighting & winning 🙂

Maybe a Voodoo doll of Mr Gamble & a very large pin may help with the frustration, save you risking scaring someone half to death should you accidentally scream out ;-0

You are doing great! Onwards & upwards indeed - ODAAT

brutus123C wrote: Day 108 This time since my last relapse feels totally different. I can now honestly say I have finally learnt and got through my thick skull I cannot win cos I cannot stop. I think before this period I said it but didn't believe it. Life is hard at present in many areas but I am surviving day by day, drawing strength and wisdom where I can. I feel more positive about certain aspects but some are still an unknown quantity. I have had wonderful advice, support and fun from other members on this site. I have seen a GP and got some help for my depressed state of mind. I cringe now when I hear bingo/casino adds on TV and just want to scream at it, but don't think my charges or colleagues would appreciate it. I still need to find the old me but at least I am not stuck spinning a slot spending money I can't afford. Everyone has their own unique way of dealing with things but we all have the same goal so that's what matters. Life will be better everyday from my abstinence and I feel a degree of self worth again. I do think I have an addictive personality and have learnt of late I need to constantly keep my guard up. Onwards and upwards Cheryl xxx

Makes me smile Cheryl

Your doing so well

Roll on day 109