29 years clean of Gambling, I am now healthier and am not as emotionally vulnerable as I use to be, why stay with recovery today.

@tazman 

Hi

People who live their life telling sob stories are people who remain victims and are not able to heal from their past pains.

I was a victim for so long my self in my life.

In recovery I got to understand to stop being a victim had nothing to do about size s*x or what ever.

For me to stop being a victim I had to gain a voice and set boundaries from a place of peace.

I could say that walking in to the recovery program I was a victim of my own self destruction.

Sadly as a teenager I tried to take my own life.

In time I completely blanked the memory out completely.

After many years in recovery I would start to peel back the onion and heal the hurt inner child in me.

Thank you.

Dave L

Dave of Beckenham