Giving up and going back.

Been thinking recently of going back to gambling.... Not many people mention this they normally come back after the fact of blowing their wages or being caught by their partner. 

I bring this statement up for long term people who have spent many years away from gambling. The truth is I don't want to gamble but I know I am becoming complacent and not spending much time talking about my gambling thoughts with my partner or  trying to help others who are new to the site. 

To be completely open I have slowly been selling some of my crypto investments and sticking to my plan of getting something back from years of investing in it. I am well aware of the gambling aspect of crypto and the high risks and to be honest I don't want that risk over my head at the moment and get greedy like many who do in that space.

The lessons I have learned is not to over extend ones self not just financially but also emotionally  or be absent either. I feel I am in a good place at the moment with my work place and in a good place money wise compared to what most of my gambling life has been like.

What I have been loving is coming back from my nightshift at 6am having 20 mins to myself and then helping my daughter by changing her and feeding her and watching children's programs to entertain her. 

 She has said other words but this Friday she broke my heart when I sneaked in from work at 6am and I turned the key and she said Dada and It just melted my heart.

I think that's reason enough not to gamble again.

Dave101 

.keep fighting the good fight everyone