How many rock bottoms do I need to have.

Good morning everyone, 

At the age of 43 and 10 years of out of control gambling, I have now reached rock bottom. I have hit a financial position of maxed out credit cards, multiple loans and remortgages. 

This cannot simply carry on else I will lose everything, I now have a small amount of money left after the bills to live off a month. 
5 credit card agreements and 3 loans wipe out over £1000 of my income each month and that is just simply ridiculous. 

I have had so many good people wish me well along the way in previous attempts where I could manage a few months here and there but returning back to it due to taking out more borrowing. It is just stupidity. 

I have a great job and family, yet when it comes to gambling I am completely out of control and do not know myself. I am so ashamed that I have allowed this to ruin 10 years of my life. I am in crippling debt and need to sort myself out starting today. 

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