I am in a big mess. Again.
Between Jan-March, I did it. I gave up.
Since then, I have done it again. Gotten into massive debt again.
Today I deposited £20. Turned that into ONE K.
REVERSED IT. LOST IT.
I am a hopeless cause. I am such a fool..
Hi itsover2014
So sorry you've had a lapse. The good thing is you did manage to stop for three months. You did it before, you can do it again. It's also good that you chose to come back here. Why not keep posting regularly here, to keep yourself accountable and keep your recovery going?
In your previous posts you say you have tried self exclusion and you are doubtful that blocking software would help. Have you considered going to Gamblers Anonymous or counselling?
If you want to talk over your options, feel free to contact us on the Helpline on 0808 8020 133. Or if you prefer communicating onlne there's also the Netline. Both are open 8am-midnight every day.
Best wishes
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Hi,
I know you feel like you have lost £1000 of your money, but logically you have only lost £20. Think of it like that. Yes that £1k would have been nice but you still have only lost £20 ! It's a small relapse, keep going ! Xx
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