On the verge of turning 50, family life is good, works a ball of stress, and I go through every day being the master of disguise with my horrible little secret. I’m so ashamed of myself. We should be financially secure but with what I’ve wasted online gambling we just get by I need to stop and don’t know how. I take meds that have gambling as a bloody side effect and I think that may have been a factor in things getting out of control. I need the meds and the alternative doesn’t work for me so I need help or advice if anybody has any. I’m drowning in my own deceit and I’m the most honest in every other way. I feel disgusted with myself and having known for some time this is me just building the courage to say it out loud
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