Hi, i lost a lot of money online. Mostly f***g roullete. I remeber when i ve won from 70 eu, 4000eu. I thought that day i have some magic tactic.
Now im so addicted... playing since 3 years. I have overdraft 500eu and i had to borrow much more. still need to pay back to bank and friends. total ammount is like 3000eu so its not so much but still... I was so many times depressed. I was thinking many time about suicide. Many time i couldnt afford normal dinner.
Im just big f***g looser. If im not gonna quit this sheet i will just kill myself but i dont wanna hurt my family.
Im 26 and im riding some crappy bike. Dont even got a driver licence.
Lets start again from today ! 24.10 my first day when i played last time and i swear to god i will not play again in any kind of s**t.
Sorry to hear about your struggle with the dreaded roulette , try reading Allan Carr - easy way to stop gambling , it's helped me massively
Hello Glina. I'm so, so sorry you have been struggling and had desperate thoughts. It's a dreadful place to be isn't it. Sometimes things take on a life of their own and then before you know it you find yourself in all kinds of despair. There is some good advice on here. Things won't get better quickly, it may even get worse before it gets better but you sound very determined and ready for what life may throw at you. You may have gambled but you are still a good person. I wish you all the best from one fellow sufferer to another.
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