Hi all
I have read stories on this forum on many times over the years, seeing similarities in my own story often helped me in my own struggle.
My life has spiralled out of control and I have no reason or explanation for this........I have admitted to my wife today about my latest bout of gambling (I say bout as that is what they are, they are not daily, they are not that frequent, but when they happen it's big money involved) I sit here right now not actually knowing if it is over, I am presuming the worst and it makes me feel truly awful and disgusted with myself.
The debt I have created can be dealt with, but it is the betrayal that is the thing that can never be repaired.
I want to seek help, I have tried GA previously but feel I would be better served with 1-2-1 councelling, does anyone have any experiences or links they can share with me?
It's day 1 of the recovery and the only way is up.
Good luck things will get better.
Thanks for the comment Marko, it certainly doesnt feel like that right now, but I know you are right and I am clinging onto that hope.
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