The Devil invented gambling.

Hi sunflower, please read my diaries i have mental health problems steming from drink, drugs, gambling, smoking, when i partake in them i loose my clear mind and everything unravels...... I gave up all vices and havent done any of them for over three years now.... my finances healed and stresses went from my life..

well done on the 4 days,.... if ur anything like me youll stick to the no vices approach and will succeed....

Dreams are just dreams we have good ones and bad ones and thankfully the devil will not be knocking on ur door anytime soon......however when i played poker there was a definate link to playing/gambling and evil.....

All the best adam

@adam123 Thank you bro, where can i read your diaries? i need all the help i can get...

Hi

I am a non religious person.

Because I was emotionally vulnerable I use to escape to my unhealthy habits.

My unhealthy habits only indicated that I was not a very healthy person.

No one made me gamble.

No one made me lie.

Only once I admit to my self my unhealthy habits could I do some thing about them.

When I gambled I was running and escaping from my self.

Which is not possible and not very healthy.

Money was the fuel for my addiction.

Money was never going to heal my pains.

Today I do not want or need to gamble.

When ever I use to gamble I made thinsg much worse.

Love and peace to everyone

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham UK

There is a darkness with addictions. The roulette numbers add up to the devils number. Card games are associated with messing with spirit some people use cards to connect with the dead.

We can escape these addictions good always beats evil and we as people need to choose the good and keep at it until we succeed.

I am on day 9 now gamble free and each day that goes by my life seems to be glowing more and less and less of the dark feelings 

Some dont believe in god and devil but we all know there is being good and being bad. The dreams could be your subconscios telling u that u hurting your family and the devil represents your darkness of addiction

i agree spottydog...

on the forum here mate

I think it helps me to pray. I apologise for gambling because I do believe it's a devil's game and he's tempting me. I am not extremely religious but I do believe. 

Before and after gambling I am my real self. I feel pain, I feel emotion. I have plans for my future. I want a baby I want to get married.  I'm 30 I want to save money stop gambling have a "normal life".

During gambling..... I'm not me. I'm pretty certain the devil takes control. I don't even know how my balance gets from £500 to £50 sometimes I go into a trance I don't even remember pressing the buttons. I only realise what's happening once my balance is low. When my balance is high thats when the devil has full control. 

I do believe gambling was made in a way to mess with our heads though. So whether it's spiritual or not... it's a horrid curse.

I think your dreams are your subconscious mind playing away at your guilt and sorrow. Maybe the drugs don't help either.

Try see it as a positive..maybe the dreams are there to motivate you to stop gambling! 

I wish you all the best and well done for trying. Its never too late. X

I actually feel like my mind has been stolen when i was mid way through a betting session like i was possessed.

Its definately a darkness to it all. Whether we prayer, meditate, focus what ever it takes to beat it, the one mistake we cant made is having the one bet. It lets the devil/bad/ darkness ie the addiction take over and control us

Posted by: @yellowsunflower

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Hello GamCare Community 

I am from the Netherlands my age is 32,

and i got hooked on sports betting ( Football/Soccer ) 

i never went to a casino or really liked any casino games... ( thank God lol )

But! football betting... that was my crack C*****e  (-_-) ever since i placed my 2 euros bet on 6 matches and won 500 euros from it... i got hooked. ( i wish i never played that 2 euros bet i regret it every single day of my life )

This gave me the weirdest and strongest high/adrenaline i ever felt in my whole life... (@_@)

after that big win with such a low amount ( 2 euros ) i felt my soul changing dark and i placed more football bets but this time playing 1k - 2k on one single match... i won like 5 times in a row i made big profits... i was wearing gold jewelry i was wearing designer clothing... i felt like i was on top of the world!

But then everything changed ... every night i was sleeping i was getting weird dreams/nightmares, i saw a Devil with big horns in a black mirror and he was looking at me with a descusting smile ... i was holding this black mirror and i looked the devil straight in hes eyes and i said: you are my father, my god , my life,  my everything , i worship you because you are my master ! ( in these weird vision dream like experiances ) 

When i woke up... i said to my self : w*f??? yo this dream was messed up man... :S

I decides to forget about it and check some matches on livescore so i could place some new bets. I was playing 1k to 2k bets now but something changed... i kept losing every single match, VAR was messing up my games by canceling goals ... the referee was canceling penaltys or giving penaltys away for no reason at all... my players kept getting red cards and if they got a penaltykick they always missed... all top players got injured .... litteraly everything was against me  🙁

I needed sleep i was so stressed out because i lost everything ... when i fell a sleep i was getting weird dreams about casinos and football , i kept getting nightmares about demons and black shadow entitys / black cats ... When i woke up i really felt cursed and depressed.

I was in bed with 0 cash so i decided to sell all my gold jewelry and borrow 1k from my mother and 500 euro from my brother... i sold my jewelry at a pawn shop for a unfair price i got like 3k for my jewelry while my jewelry was worth 5-6k for sure ( but i was desperate )

i have 4,500 euros cash now and the world cup has started... so i placed 4,500 euro on croatia to win ( croatia vs morocco ) the match ended 0-0 ....

When i realized i lost everything and got like 15-20k in debt plus i owe my mother 1k and my brother 500 euros... i got a mental break down, for 4 days straight i drank 1 bottle of wiskey  and smoked like 2 packs of ciggarets every single day... ( chain smoking ) and drinking poison like it was water ( i was a drunk sad low life ghost ) 

after those hellish psychotic drunk 4 days, i saw my mother crying and i decided to change...

i said to my self : enough is enough 

i did not want to be a loser or die like this... so i decided to change my life and too QUIT gambling! ( the past is the past i wont chase my losses ... The house/ Devil always wins )

i am 4 days clean and i am working on paying all my debts and restore the happiness in our home because i did alot of emotional damage to my self and my family ...

I pray to God that he will protect me from all Evil spirits/demons and the Devil himself so this gambling curse will stop and go away because i dont want this evil anymore in my life...

People may think im crazy but now im sure there is a evil force behind gambling ... even the money i won ... i could never enjoy that money everything i purchased with that gambling money, would break or something weird would happen for example eating food but the food dint taste good or wearing desinger clothing but my clothing would rip or get a hole ...my phone would fall and get damaged  ( i think you get the point ) the gambling money winnings are cursed

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i still suffer from depression everyday but im 4 days clean from gambling, drugs , ciggarets and drinking. 

i am fighting for my life ! I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP!!!

 

Please never gamble its a DARK ride... im never dancing with the devil ever again...

 

PLEASE DONT GAMBLE ! all football matches are fixed its all fake!!! they only care about the money !!! its a buisness !!! please dont fall for this scam.

 

Thank you for reading and may God heal us all from this evil curse of Gambling.

 

.*YellowSunFlower*.

 

 

 

It's clear you've been through a lot, and recognizing the impact gambling has had on your life is a crucial step towards recovery. Gambling addiction can feel like a trap, with initial wins giving a false sense of control. It's not uncommon to experience those highs and then face the emotional and financial lows that follow. You're not alone in this struggle; many have faced similar battles and have found their way out.