It's been a while since I've been on here but I logged in today to see my non gambling days has hit 147! This is the longest I've been gamble free for a very long time. I came on because I have some money in the bank and I absolutely do not want to be tempted to spend it on gambling. I have blocks in place and my husband and Mum are both aware so they'd be so disappointed and angry if I relapsed. I'm just on here to make sure I talk myself in to leaving the money where it is and using it for a holiday later in the year. Last time I had this much spare cash (about £1000) I blew the lot over a couple of days. This time it WILL be different! It is very hard to avoid the temptation but I am strong and determined. Now I've written it down that I will not gamble I feel stronger! Waffle over!!
Great news. People should read your post to see how it can be done and how good you feel. I hope they see how it should be done by opening up and seeking help
I know you feel good because its a healthy state of mind. Keep planning what nice things you are going to have with your money. You are already in another world compared with gambling addicts
Keep the blocks and keep people with an eye on your money if you can. I dont even think of the days flying by. I do remember in the back of my mind how nasty gambling is and what it did to me.
Well done for being gamble free all that time.
My best wishes to you
Thank you. I have felt close to caving in over the weekend but I know I can't because of the blocks. I'm so glad I have these blocks in place.
It took me a long time to finally accept I am a gambler and I cannot play any of the online games I used to 'enjoy'. Enjoyment was long gone by the time I realised I had to give up for good or end up losing my family, my job, my house etc etc.
Total abstinence can be done but it's hard and temptation is always around. It is the only way to beat the evil demon that gambling is. I hope others can read this and realise it is possible! I truly hope I never go back to playing online slots which was my problem but I do accept it could happen so I will keep popping back!!
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