Im in a Loan debt with high interest! I cant say anything to my GF ! Im so addicted that even when i won i just dint got up from that d**n Slot! Everytime is a nightmare ! I feel like sh** and if she get to know that im still playing this would be the end! I dont want to play anymore!! help! just write your advice i would be happy a little
Hi
I found that it seemed impossible to to give up my gambling addiction.
For me to abstain seemed almost impossible.
Yet by me investing more going to meeting really helped me.
I use to think that I loved gambling.
Sadly for me gambling was a very unhealthy habit.
Each time I left gamblng establishments with out any money I did not understan that I was causing my self more and more pains.
I did not understan that I was causing my self more fears and more frustrations.
Because of my fears I felt that I had no choice but to lie to my self and others.
I did not understand that the recovery program was about healing my pains.
That once I was abale to abstain from my unhealthy habits I would start to hea the hurt inner child in me.
As I got more honesr and reduced my fears I would have the need to lie any more.
In time I would exchange my unhealthy habits with healthy habits.
I am not the loner I use to be.
As we get healthier we no longer need to live in fears.
As we get healthier we no longer need to lie to our self or other people.
As we get healthier we value our self.
It was then and is today that living in fears and being scared I could not be that healthy.
Love healing and peace to every one.
Dave L
AKA Dave of Beckenham
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